Monday, July 13, 2009

please dont leave me - pink


Please Dont Leave Me (Live at MuchMusic 22.09.2008) - P!nk



Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me


How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da

Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no

You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me

Thursday, April 30, 2009

facebook lemot bikin males

gue akhir-akhir ini jadi males ni buka facebook.tau knp?lemooooot banget sekarang.
semua anak2 gaul udah pada punya facebook semua jadi over populated deh facebook jadinya makin lemotlah facebook yang berdampak facebook gue jarang gue urusin

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

DAM DAM

Heeeeeeeeey I feel so bad I didn’t update this blog for a loooong time.im so sorry about that. I have a really busy and hard life,you know?haha
I have many and lots stories to tell and I don’t know which one I should start first.
As you know,im not live in Australia anymore.i already went back to indo on January 15th 2009

It’s still on my mind when our plane landed on Soekarta-Hatta international airport, Jakarta.
One of the flight attendant: “good evening, passenger’s .welcome to Sokarna-Hatta international airport, Jakarta. Blablablablabla…
Deg deg deg deg.deg2an bgt gue begitu gue tau gue udah mendarat di Jakarta.dalam hitungan menit gue bisa ketemu tmn2 gue yang sethn gue tinggalin di jkt hehe dan kalo cwo gue jemput,gue juga bisa KETEMU DIA!huaaaaaaaa
Ngantri imigrasi rasanya lama dan panjaaaaaaang bgt.blm apa2 gue udah bete duluan.gue sempet mikir pasti ni orang2 ga jadi jemput gue.abisnya ge ngabarin gue sama skali.ga nanya gue di terminal brapa.secara gue juga ga bisa ngehubungin mrk. Sim card optus gue ga bisa aktif di indo.

Setelah ambil bagasi,gue keluar dengan ga sabarnya.tengok kiri ga ada yang gue kenal,tengok kanan,ada orang2 melambaikan tangan ke gue,secara gue yang duluan keluar dari situ langsung ngeh kalo itu lambaian tangan buat gue,nyokap sama adek2 gue.tanpa babibu dan tanpa nungguin nyokap sama adek2 gue,lansung gue lari ngabur ke tmn2 gue.gue pelukin mrk satu2. sabila,tiffany,nadia,mutya,inka,putri.

Mutya:”wah ga berubah lo yu,Cuma makin panjang rambutnya”
Tiffany:”iya,ga gendut juga kok,yu”
Nadia:”iya iya makin kurus malah”
Gue:”apaan sih,gue makin item tau ga.kalian tu yang makin cantik2”

Ada juga si aldo,fadel,raja si anak baru yang akhirnya gue knalan sama dia HAHAHA
Setelah basa basi sama bude gue yang juga jemput gue,gue di culik ke semanggi.awalnya nyokap gue agak ragu ngeblhin gue.secara gue baru beberapa menit yang lalu nyampe di indo,duduk di pesawat 7stngh jam dan skrng udah diajakin pergi.tapi atas bujukan dan rayuan tmn2 gueyang cantik2 ini, nyokap gue akhirnya ngeblhin pergi.kita makan di semanggi,foto2,dan ketemu mas2 pelayan yang super rese dan ngambek karna dia kita cuekin hahahaha.pulangnya kita nyasar entah kmana gara2 gue ga tau jalan ke rmh bude gue trus nyampe rmh jam 11 kurang.

Ya walapun cwo gue ga jadi jemput,ga apa2 lah.kan masih ada tmn2 gue yang heboh,cerewet,rame,hobi ketawa,hobi ngatain orang,dan cantik2 itu.makasih ya sayang2ku,I loves y’all every single day of my forever deh hahahaha muah
Ok,that is my first story.my second story is about ME AND HIM. That was my second day in Jakarta..

Pagi itu bude gue berencana ngajakin kita ke taman anggrek,dan gue ke sana siang. Gue smsan sama cwo gue ngsh tau kali hari itu gue mau ke TA dan berharap dy mau nyusul.eh ternyata bnr,dy mau nyusul tanpa gue minta.ya Cuma gue pancing sih hehe
Lama bgt gue nunggu dy,dy pake ketiduran dulu,pake mandi dulu,pake kejebak macet dulu dan tiba2 waktu gue makan di platinum ada sms di hp gue
“Say,aku udah nyampe ni.lagi cari parkir”
Deg deg deg deg.langsung gue ga laper.teriyaki di depan gue langsung ga menarik lagi buat gue.mual,malu,ga sabar pgn ketemu,deg2an,smua campur jadi satu.akhirnya setelah itu dy sms gue lg bilang dy udah di pintu depan.gue ajak ke platinum ketemu nyokap gue dia bilang malu.yaudah akhirnya gue turun - -
Dalam perjalanan turun ke lantai dasar dari lantai 3,deg2an bgt gue.ga konsen liatin jalan.sengaja ga pake lift biar agak lama.sblm itu sempet ke wc dulu mempebaiki penampilan.

Di deket pintu keluar,gue sms lg nanya dia yang masuk atau gueyang keluar.eh dia bilang gue aja yang keluar.nah lo makin jantung gue udah kyk mau copot.udah kyk org gila gue berdiri deket tangga naik ke pintu utama sambil mondar mandir dengan muka merah.karena udah diliatin sama satpam gue putusin buat keluar.dy bilang dy ada di sebelah kanan pintu keluar.DEG DEG DEG DEG

Begitu jalan mau ke pintu,gue udah menangkap sosok yang ga asing lg*cieee hahaha.langsung gue simpulkan itu cowo gue.begitu keluar,gue udah liat dy berdiri nungguin gue.tapi gue pura2 ga liat dan main hp.setelah nyampe depan lg.gue speechless dan cuma bisa senyum. Dy pake jaket,daleman putih,tas item kecil,celana panjang,spatu sneakers addidas,sabuk quicksilver dan senyum ke GUE!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Dy nawarin gue permen and guess what?!he’s hand is shaking!hahahahaha tanpa mikir gue bilang
“santai aja lg,aku ga gigit kok”.eh dynya Cuma nyengir.setelah lama kita berdiri disana,sampe kepanasan akhirnya dy ngajakin ke kmr mandi *jgn mikir yg enggak2 hahaha dy ke wc cwo dan gue ke wc cwe.keluar2 dari wc dy udah nungguin gue.abis itu kita bingung mau kmn.mondar mandir kyk org ga jelas.TA hari itu lg rame bgt.soalnya lg thn baru china.mknnya bnyak bgt org2 cina.
Diajakin makan dy udah mkn dan gue juga udah mkn teriyaki walaupun setengah,diajakin ntn dia udah ntn semua filmnya,ditanya kmn dia jawab terserah,dia Tanya balik ke gue ya gue juga jawab terserah.gue juga bingung mau ngapain.akhirnya karna gue haus gue beli eskrim dan bikin iri dy yg ga gue blhin mkn eskrim soalnya dy lg sakit tenggorokan.ga tau mau kmn lg akhirnya kita ntnin orang2 main ice skeating.ketawa2 ngeliatin orang jatoh,cerita kesana kesini,sampe yg disekitar kita udah pada ganti orgnya kita masih disitu asik ngobrol.akhirnya bosen juga,kita jalan lg.dy ngajakin ke gramed.sempet kaget gue.dia?ke gramed?mau ngapain?ternyata liat2 komik.trus liat2 gitar.abis dari gramed kita ngelewatin toko boneka dan gue ajakin masuk,ada kejadian disitu yg ga usah gue certain hehe.trus abis itu kita nyari tmpt buat duduk.trus foto2 abis itu pulang soalnya udah mlm.dy nganterin gue pulang dan hampir nyasar karena lagi2 gue ga tau jalan.untung dianya peka sama jalan2 daerah situ,tanda2 di daerah situ.padahal gue BERHARAP KITA NYASAR hehe.akhirnya nyampelah kita dirumah bude gue.gue ajakin masuk buat ketemu nyokap tp nyokap t lg ada keperluan jadi dy ketemu sama bude gue sambil gemeteran aaaa lucunyaaaa :D

akhirnya setelah itu dy pulang dan gue pandangin dy sampe menghilang di ujung belokan hehe
Beberapa hari kemudian,waktu gue mau ke jogja karna ga dapet skolah di jkt sama bogor,dia juga nganterin gue ke airport.tmn2 gue kali ini ga bisa nganterin karna pada sekolah. Dy udah nyampe rmh gue 3 jam sblm gue brangkat ke airport.dia kenalan dulu sama nyokap,bude sama pakde gue hahaha

Nyampe di airport,ga nunggu lama gue udah harus masuk waiting room.untungnya nyokap gue udah check in sebelum gue sama cowo gue nyapmpe di airport.bener2 deh ga mau gue ke jogja waktu itu.masih pgn lama2an sama dia.baru 2 kali ketemu,gue udah harus pergi lagi..

Sekarang gue sama dia udah mau sethn ga nyangka bgt gue bisa secepet ini.perasaan baru beberapa minggu yg lalu dia ngasih comment di fs gue,minta ym gue,cerita2 dan akhirnya dkt
insyaAllah dy mau main ke jogja liburan skolah,mudah2an jadi.ga sabar,ya Allaaaaaah.hehe

Thursday, January 22, 2009

i want to watch....

1.
CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC

2.
BRIDE WARS

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Vampire Scent


wanna have smell like the cold but hot vampire like edward cullen?try this parfume.he likes human blood but the monsters’ favorite fragrance is decidedly sweeter.its ONLY $48!!GO AND GRAB THEM!! :D

Saturday, January 17, 2009

hanya khayalan


Edward Pictures, Images and Photos
oh,why you aren't real,edward?why you just a character on big screen?why you not come into my life and be my romeo?

Saturday, January 10, 2009

home-work

i got this from kak lala,she tag me so i just do it :)

RULE:
The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results,and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.


The Age of next birthday



My birthday will be on 19th of july and i'll be 17!!!waaaaa feel old?yeah kinda.i have so many hope but i cant tell y'all :P

Place I'd like to Travel

MALDIVES!!!how awesome is that place!i will go there someday :)

A Favorite Place

Tembagapura is always on the list of my favorite place.my most favorite place in this sweet little town is sh hv but i cant find it on google hahaha so i just put that picture

A Favorite Food

I LOVE ITALIAN FOOD.i put this photo cuz the first photo i cant open dont know why.
i like indonesian fod too!hahahaha

A Favorite Thing

i have many favorite things,like shopping,eating,dreaming,and many more but this time i put hangin' out with people that i love is my most favorite things.how sweet is that?so sweet hahahaha
this is the picture when i wrote hanging out with people i love in google hahaha

A City was Born

i was born in beautifull town called Jogjakarta.until now,when i visit this town i just feel so comfortable and i lovin' it so much.there's many things that you cant find in other city and you can only find it in my born town :)

Nickname I Had

most of people called me ayu but i like when people call me ay :p

A Favorite Color

my favorite color is natural color.i love all the natural color

College Major

i haven't go to college yet,but i have dream college. UNIVERSITY OF SYDNEY. i want to finish my bachelor of bussiness or bachelor of economics there :)

Name of My Love

Joel Manoach Adiprana Patianom. :)
i cant find it in google so i decided to put the photo that i save on my laptop :)*and i love this picture
do you know what?i love him so much.i know its sound too much but i really meant it :) i loves him like crazy :D aaaaaw

A Hobby

I LOVE TO DANCE I ADDICTED TO DANCE.and i always do.its like serious hobby for me,cuz my mom and dad didnt want me to be a dancer -_-
i didnt really like ballet dance,but this is the first pic come up in google.i love modern dance and i can dance indonesian dance too! :)

A Bad Habbit

negative thinking.i dont know why.i try to over it but i just cant.but i'll try.always try :)

My Wishlist
1.GO HOME TO INDONESIA AS SOON AS POSSIBLE



2. Happily ever after :)



3. i have more than 2 wish lists and i cant tell you all of it cuz it takes a day to get it done hahahaahah *not really


i tag everyone who want to do this thingy

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

this is freakin' me out

my cousin told me about what happen in 2012.when he told me,i didnt believe what he said.because he always annoy me to do such silly things.but he said "ya udah deh,kalo lo ga percaya.klik aja di google.ketik ada apa di 2012"

tadi gue udah buka facebook,friendster,check blog,buka bebo,ol di ym,ol di msn.dan akhirnya i get bored.so,gue putuskan buat iseng buka google indonesia dan nyari tentang ada apa di 2012.muncul bnyak yg ngebahas ttg itu.gue buka aja yg pertama.itu blognya orang yg ngebahas soal itu.dan berentung ternyata dy org indo,jadi gue ga perlu baca bacaan yg bikin kepala gue pusing.

ni urlnya kalo mau baca
http://mysensitivity.wordpress.com/2008/03/11/ada-apa-dengan-bumi-pada-21-desember-2012/

gue tau kiamat itu cuma di tgn Allah dan ga ada yg tau.tapi this is kinda freakin' me out.sebagai manusia boleh lah gue takut atau tepatnya was was,soalnya gue masih belom punya anak,masih belom kawin,masih belom jadi diplomat,masih blm ngebahagiain org tua gue(cie),masih bnyak dosa dan mau tobat.hehe
bukannya gue percaya ramalan,tapi.....ga tau deh ah
ini kan cuma informasi2 dari scientist sama NASA.tapi gue tetep aja penasaran sama kebenarannya hehe

Saturday, January 3, 2009

(my)Role Model

1. Agyness Deyn

she is awesome,have a simple style but stunning.she makes my eyes cant stop look at the stuff that she wear.

2. Hyoni Kang

the first asian model.
It's been a whirlwind year for the nineteen-year-old who won the Ford Supermodel of the World contest back in January--the first Asian in to do so in history.she had debut on the catwalks of Marc by Marc Jacobs, 3.1 Phillip Lim, and Jason Wu
awwww i love her!

3. Chanel Iman


she was born for the role of supermodel!Chanel nailed her first full season of shows with an A-list lineup that included Marc Jacobs, Proenza Schouler, Dolce & Gabbana, Alexander McQueen, and Valentino. She would have done Louis Vuitton and Lanvin, too, except she was only fifteen at the time of Fashion Week and, being a minor, couldn't work on Sunday in Paris.fifteen,guys!!15!!

p.s i always want that chanel bag.no matter how old that bag is.

4. Skye Stracke


With porcelain-doll features and Rapunzel-like locks, this Aussie is charming the fashion world.and she just 17 years old!

Friday, January 2, 2009

muka putih tak berjerawat

lagi iseng dan ga ada kerjaan,isng2 gue buka2 video lagu yg lg jadi top hits di aussie.salah satunya poker face by lady gaga.
tumben2an bufferingnya lama.ya lumayan lama.pas gue lg nunggu,ke pause mukanya lady gaga close up di depan kamera.melotot gue liat mukanya yg putih halu tak berjerawat.coba kalo gue yg di close up gitu,camera man nya lngsung pingsan liat muka gue di close up tanpa make up.dengan make up pun ga mungkin sesempurna mukanya lady gaga

ni ya gue print screen


ya Allaaaaaaaaah mulus banget