I'm feeling no stress,I'm fly to be depressed

tadi gue abis buka fsnya cb,trus abis baca blognya titi sama inka.glek!nyesek bgt ya gue ga bisa ikut 'bersenang senang' sama mrk, knp juga waktu itu gue iya-in tawaran bokap gue ikut ke Aussie. gini ni jadinya gue. ga bisa jalan lagi sama cb,ga bisa gila-gilaan lg sama mrk, ga bisa ikut bikin surprise ke titi, ga bisa ngerayain ulngt yn anak2 cb, nyesek bgt. hapir sethn gue pisah sama mrk udah hampir depresi gue*bahasa gue lebay menjijikan. gue harus nunggu kurang lbh 6 bulan lg ni buat ketemu mrk. ya ampun jd pgn nangis gini gue,cengeng bgt sih.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Chris Brown feat. Rihanna Concert

guess what everybody!Chris Brown and his 'new' girlfriend coming to sydney!!and guess what again?!i can't watch it because my bloody school sertificate exam.menggebu2 bgt ni gue ketik tentang ini!padahal tiketnya ga mahal2 bgt,gue pgn banget nonton. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!sakit hati gue ga bisa nonton. tau kan sgimana sukanya gue sama si hot chris brown!oooh shit men! lagi2 ini concertnya dy bareng sama Rihanna. tgl 14 Nov Rihanna konser di jkt dan lagi lagigue ga bisa nonton. waktu itu konser black eyed peas gue lg di pesawat dari tembagapura ke jkt. terus aja ya gue ga bisa ntn konser2 idola gue -_-. coba kalo bokap gue ngijinin gue pergi ke sydney satu hariiii aja atau ga mlm itu aja deh buat ntn pujaan hati gue haha*berlebihan. eh but im serious, i really really really want to go!!!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa CHRIS BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWN

My Past Life Was Wonderfull

hmmm td abis baca blognya pinka,gue jd keinget juga sama yg dulu2 :D tp males nginget yg jelek2 hahaha.apalg gue keinget kotak knangan gue yg entar mlm abis update ini mau gue bongkar2 lg dan liat apa isinya,udah lama bgt ga gue liat itu kotak.ga sabar pgn ktawa2 inget yg dulu2.haha
mulai dari tk,duduk di meja bunder sama sari,tara,epit,karina,yeyen;waktu sd yg sok2an bikin geng sampe bnyak bgt,butterfly girls,orbit,seven little girls,babysisterclub*oh shit men!hahahaha;masa2 terindah itu waktu smp,mulai udah pake seragam biru,berkuasa kalo masuk lorong sd hahaha dan yang paling seru waktu kelas 3. paling senior di sekolah,ditakuitin sama adek2 klas,berkuasa di kantin haha,dan suka nongkrong di sh hv.itu bagian yang paling tak terlupakan.
cuma kita2 yg tau apa yang terjadi disana,dan akan tersimpan kenangannya selamanya hahahahaha
i miss them so much like crazy.if i could turn the time i want to watch(yeah,justwatch what happen :')) i miss you guys,no matter how many times we slack each other in the past hihi :')

percakapan beberapa bulan yg lalu dengan calon pacar hahaha

Kita lg ol biasa aja trus tiba2 ngmnginmantan dy yg minta balik tp dy ga mau. dan dy jadi ngmng sesuatu yg bikin gue gr hahahahaha

J: da gt mnta blkan mlh gw yg d omel2in
a: sabar ya
j: tp kn gw ud trlanjur skt dluan ma dy
j: lgian ud ad yg gw tunggu
j: hhi
j: jd malu
a: cieeeee
a: siapa tu?
j: want 2 know aj
j: hhe
a: hahaha
a: iya deh
a: kalo ga boleh tau
j: nti jg lma2 lw tw sndri
j: hhe
a: oo gitu ya?
a: brapa lama?
j: nti lbaran monyet
j: hha

haha sgitunya dy ga mau ngsh tau gue,itu gue udah mulai deket sama dy. tp blm terlalu berani buat gr walaupun akhirnya gr.haha pede ya gue.

If I Were a Boy-Beyonce

If I were a boy
even just for a day,
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go
drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls,
I'd get with who I wanted
and I’ll never get confronted for it
cause they'd stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
how it feels to love a girl,
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'cause I know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
'cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home
(to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
how it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
'cause I know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
cause he’s taken you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed!

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think I'd forgive you like that?!
If you thought I would wait for you, you thought wrong

But you're just a boy,
you don't understand
how it feels to love a girl
someday you'll wish you were a better man...
You don't listen to her,
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you taken her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

but you're just a boy...

Grow Old With You

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you.

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh it could be so nice,
Growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
Even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the woman,
Who grows old with you.

I wanna grow old with you

Bali is Part Of Indonesia

percakapan ini terjadi saat pelajaran olah raga.gue(a) sama tmn gue yg namanya Rebecca (r).

a :hey Beck,where's Megan today?
r :oh she's in Bali right know
a :wow!really?who with?im so jealous!(ktawa)
r :yeah.she's with her mom maybe,idk. me too!im jealous too!i hope i was there
have you been there,ayu?
a :yess many times,Bali is so awsome. you have to go there someday
r :many times?you must be rich!
(*heee?bingung gue,mikir dan gue jawab dy lama)
a :no.im not rich! Bali is not too far from Jakarta so i can go there in holiday
r :really?is Bali,Indonesia?
(*heeee??ya ampun!kmn aja dy sd dulu?masa ga tau sih kalo Bali itu Indonesia)


itu bukan pertama kalinya tmn gue nanya ke gue Bali itu indo atau bukan. mrk taunya Bali doang. malah ada beberapa tmn gue yg ga tau Indonesia itu apa dan dimana. grrr
ada juga yg bilang kalo Indonesia sama India itu sama.hahahhaa parah ya
mungkin kalo gue ga jadi tmn mrk ga akan tau mungkin indo itu apa dan dmn hahaha

iseng iseng aja

mantan bilang

> # apa kbr?
> > baik alhamdulillah
> '
> # uda punya pacar baru ya?
> >iya dong
> `
> # yah......
> > knp?

> `
> # aku telat dong ?
> > telat apa? ga jelas deh
> `
> # sedih deh aku!
> > uu kasian cup cup haha
> `
> # putus sudah harapan ku!
> > sambung lg dong
> `
> # ternyata km selama ini main di belakang aku?
> > hah?
> `
> # aku gak nyangka km ternyata ce/co biadab!
> > lo tuh!
>
> # aku nyesel pernah jadian ma km!
> > wah kebalik ni kyknya
>
> # DIAM KM!
> > berani yaa!!
> `
> # tapi aku masih cinta sama km!
> > hueks
>
> # km mau balik sama aku?
> > hueks no
> `
> # aku cinta mati sama km!
> > ew ew eeeew
> `
> # aku gak mau kehilangan km sayang!
> > eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew
> `
> # km masih cinta kan ma aku? katakan sayang!
> > plak*tampar
> `
> # kamuuu..
> > ape
> `
> # SUNGGUH TERLALU!
> > bahasa lo!wakakakak
> `
> # kembali lah sayang!
> > iiih apa sih
> `
> # oh jadi itu mau km?
> > apa?
> `
> # ok! kita putus!
> >HA?kita kan emang udh putus begooo!!
> `
> # aku gak mau liat km lg!
> > yakin?ga nyesel?
> `
> # kenapa aku harus dipertemukan dgn wanita/pria seperti mu?
> > takdir
> `
> # dasar ce/co lemot!
> > lo tuh!sadar diri sih!
> `
> # km yakin mau ninggalin ak?
> > yakin bgt
> `
> # tapi aku masih mengharapkan mu!
> >ih ew
> `
> # aku capek ngmg sama km!
> > apalg gue
> `
> # pergi km!
> > ini tempat gue.lo sana pergi
> `
> # aku muak lihat km!
> > apa lg guee
> `
> # jangan pernah temui aku lg!
> > ih siapa yg mau ketemu
> `
> # aku akan melupakan mu!
> > alhamdulillah
> `
> # jangan pernah mencari ku!
> > ga akan tnang aja
> `
> # km akan menyesal!
> > masa?
> `
> # AKU BENCI KAMU!
> > daaaaaaa

why girls should not cheat on boys

There was once a guy named Jack who
had a
girlfriend
named
Ashley.
Ashley was the most popular girl in
school.
The three most
popular
guys were
Tom, Jack, and Marcus. Ashley
thought of
Jack as
OKAY,
but
she REALLy
liked Marcus. Marcus liked Ashley also.
Well of
course
he
did, everyone
did!
Marcus and Jack were worst enemies.
Marcus tried to
steal
Ashley away
everytime he had a chance to. One day,
Marcus asked
Ashley
if
she wanted
to
go to the movies. Jack heard
everything....what
movie
theatre
and what
time.
Jack approached the movies that night
and
followed Ashley
and
Marcus.
Jack sat right behind them. he
watched them
get close
to
each
other and
kiss....not only kiss, but practically
get it
on in the
theatre.
Marcus
told ashley "Do you want to come to my
place and
skip this
boring
movie?" She
replied "hell yeah."
Jack had peeked through Marcus'
window.
Ashely and
him
were
messing
around and then they had sex.
Jack watched the whole
thing.
The next day at school Jack wasn't
there. For
the next
few
days Jack
wasn't there. A week later his mother
found him in
his
closet
dead... he
commited suicide because he had loved
Ashley so
much.
Next
to
Jack's dead
body was a note.
A note that read: My dearest Ashley, I
watched you
at the
movie
and at
Marcus' house and I will continue to
watch you.
I never
thought you
would
do something like this to me. I really
loved you
ashley. I
died
for you just
like Jesus died for us.
Always with you, Jack
Please foward this or Jack will
haunt
you and try
to kill you because he wants everyone
to
know
about
Marcus.
Thank you.
Please Scroll Down.
['In loving Memory of']
**Jack Halagey**
What Jack did to one person who did
not send
this.......
One girl was looking through her e-mail
and she
['deleted']
this
message
thinking it was another silly
forward...the
next day
she
['was']
['found dead in']
['her bed']
['Of course u don't have to send this
but I
think
Jack
Halagey' will come soon to get you like
tonight
when you are
still awake just sitting in bed']
Repost this as `why girls should'nt
`cheat on boys
or u will
lose
the one u love
If you don't believe this..search Jack
Halagey on google and you'll see him
there!!

Kuku Bagus

Waaaa bagus kan kuku gue?iya doong hahaha. susah payah gue bikin kuku gue sbagus itu. merasa cantik gue punya kuku bagus hahaha. ga enaknya kmrn mama masak ayam rica,enak bgt dan gue ga bisa mkn pake tgn grr. skrng kuku itu udah ancur gara2 abis berenang huhu.aaaaa mau deh punya kuku kyk gitu selamanya

Tempat HP Serbaguna

Pasti pada aneh ya knp gue pasang ni foto di blog gue pdhal cuma tmpat hp yang warnanya udh butek. ini bukan smbrangan tmpt hp. ini tu tmpt hp yg serbaguna yg isinya p*.ni tmpt hp udh nyampe mana2. udah ketumpahan hot chocolate,udah jatoh kmn2.
dari tangan yg punya,si pinkadela ke gue ke agn trus rara trus sempet dipegang james trus dipegang yuri trus balik lg ke pinka dan terakhir pinka ngasih ke gue buat knang2an kata dy haha dan di dlm situ msh ada 2 atau ga 3 p*
gue blm sempet nyuci ni tmpt hp,sengaja sih biar knangannya ga ilang haha. soalnya suatu saat bakal kita pake lg. ya kan wey? :D

i Love Tallulah Ormsby-Gore

She's amazing!from mom to daughter work as model *esp for chanel. On teen vogue in 2003,already been to famous designer catwalk many times. aaw she's really awsome!

list items (hope) can have

1. new hiptop sidekick
*berhubung tmn2 gue udah pada punya,gue juga pgn punya. Tp harganya ga naha!grr mahal!


2. Miss Dior new fragrance
*baunya T O P bgt.rrrr


3. L.A.M.B bag
*aaaaw