"We found love in a hopeless place"

Let me introduce my best friend and lover, Shindu Alpito <3

Quotes

searching for some quotes, and find some of 'yang gue banget' hahaha :/

"When I see your smile, and I know it's not for me, that's when I'll miss you. "

"Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated"

"It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone,
But we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives"

"Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too"

"Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore"

"Before you open your mouth...
Make Sure You have a mind to back up all the things you say"

"Since when was my name on the attendance, am i really that important?"

"If you love me so much, why are you walking away?"

http://lovemyquotes.com

watch the lyric

sometimes what i feel or what I've been through now is describable by song lyric hahaha. whatever. just sayin'

"nothing last forever" - Maroon 5

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
But misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way..............................................................

randomness boredness

Have you ever feel like you're the most 'as*ho*e' person in the world? yes. that is exactly what i feel right now. I just feel i can't stop. it's such a guilty pleasure. i know i need to stop. NOW. but HOW?

If Only......................................................

Ini kutipan percapakan di film if only yang di peranin sama Jennifer Love H yg nyanyi "Barenaked"
i dont know, i just love this movie. someone told methat i have to watch this movie, so i watch it with tears on my eyes.......................

Ian Wyndham : I Love you.
Samantha Andrews: Ooh I Love you too.
Ian Wyndham : I wanna tell you why I love you.
Samantha Andrews: It's... It's raining, you know that right.
Ian Wyndham : I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear... Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love.
Samantha Andrews: I don't know what to say.
Ian Wyndham : You don't have to say anything... I just wanted to tell you.

(http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0332136/quotes)

Sisters

eventhough we always fight for anything especially about clothes, but we do love each other <3

favorite (at the moment)

Skyscraper - Demi Lovato

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows still are broken but I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper......

*what a song!

HALLO FATTY, WHERE ARE YOU NOW???

Weird photo. i know. beberapa bulan tinggal di negri kanguru bikin badan melembung tapi bagus yaaaa :')

HAY GENDUT, DIMANA KAMU SEKARANG? KEMBALILAH NAK

Karimun Holiday

From left to right: Hendy, Sheila, Putri, Rama, Selly (merah), ME, Joan (abu-abu), Dinda, Doyok (putih), Galih (abu-abu), Tito

Back to blogging after all the social networking start to pissed me off and feel so bored. Well, this time i ain't tell you about my love life. Of course we can talk about it later. But now, i want to share some story about my SHORT holiday at Karimun Java.

First thing first. Start from my heartbreak *i know -_-* i decide to go somewhere to fill my holiday. That would be better than stay at home, crying and doing nothing. So i decided to go to this island. Lucky me, i have friend that yaaa pretty kind to help me. So i joined a tour that owned by a friend of my friend *sounds confusing*
and blablabla akhirnya ber 11 berangkat. Sempet terdampar sehari di Jepara because of THINGS that i dont want to remember and kinda pissed me off at that time, finally kita berangkat besoknya. so excited. happy but yet kepikiran there's someone in Jogja that come to visit me tapi akunya malah liburan hhh :( *sorry :(*







WE SAW DOLPHINS ON OUR WAY TO KARIMUN! lagi enak2nya tidur di kapal yg digoyang ombak dan lumayan bikin hampir mengeluarkan isi perut, pada heboh kalo ada lumba2. at firts, ga terlalu tertarik buat ngeliat. lama2 tertarik juga. walaupun agak teat liatnya, tapi untungnya sempet liat. langka! so wow! di Jogja ga ada. mulai deh noraknya orang kota keluar hehe :p






FINALLY! after 6 hours perjalanan dari jepara-karimun naik kapal yang namanya MURIA, we arrived at karimun! woohoooooooo!!








Ini foto ada rumah2 kecil itu, ini tu rumah apung yang bisa disewa buat nginep selama di Karimun. Looks so nice,right? it cost not too much either. terjangkaulah harganya. Tapi sayang sekali aku dan teman-teman ga nginep sini huhu






Sesampainya di Karimun, kita ke homestay. sayangnya lupa foto di homestaynya :(
istirahat, makan, ngobrol2 bentar, mandi dll dan malemnya kita sepedaan! dan.......sepedaan malem itu membawa berkah. aku jadi bisa makin lancar naik sepeda! haha yippie!


Alright, now we move to the fun part! it's all about snorkeling snorkeling and....snorkeling!

before we go snorkeling ;)

Day 1. what a successful underwater photo haha

ini harusnya di kolam hiu, berhubung penakut foto sama hiu jdnya begini --"

The last underwater photo. look akward. but oh well :)

After we done the snorkeling things then waiting for the sunset