Sunday, September 18, 2011

If Only......................................................

Ini kutipan percapakan di film if only yang di peranin sama Jennifer Love H yg nyanyi "Barenaked"
i dont know, i just love this movie. someone told methat i have to watch this movie, so i watch it with tears on my eyes.......................

Ian Wyndham : I Love you.
Samantha Andrews: Ooh I Love you too.
Ian Wyndham : I wanna tell you why I love you.
Samantha Andrews: It's... It's raining, you know that right.
Ian Wyndham : I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear... Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love.
Samantha Andrews: I don't know what to say.
Ian Wyndham : You don't have to say anything... I just wanted to tell you.

(http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0332136/quotes)

Sisters

eventhough we always fight for anything especially about clothes, but we do love each other <3

Saturday, August 27, 2011

favorite (at the moment)

Skyscraper - Demi Lovato

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows still are broken but I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper......

*what a song!

Sunday, August 21, 2011

HALLO FATTY, WHERE ARE YOU NOW???


Weird photo. i know. beberapa bulan tinggal di negri kanguru bikin badan melembung tapi bagus yaaaa :')



HAY GENDUT, DIMANA KAMU SEKARANG? KEMBALILAH NAK

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Karimun Holiday


From left to right: Hendy, Sheila, Putri, Rama, Selly (merah), ME, Joan (abu-abu), Dinda, Doyok (putih), Galih (abu-abu), Tito


Back to blogging after all the social networking start to pissed me off and feel so bored. Well, this time i ain't tell you about my love life. Of course we can talk about it later. But now, i want to share some story about my SHORT holiday at Karimun Java.

First thing first. Start from my heartbreak *i know -_-* i decide to go somewhere to fill my holiday. That would be better than stay at home, crying and doing nothing. So i decided to go to this island. Lucky me, i have friend that yaaa pretty kind to help me. So i joined a tour that owned by a friend of my friend *sounds confusing*
and blablabla akhirnya ber 11 berangkat. Sempet terdampar sehari di Jepara because of THINGS that i dont want to remember and kinda pissed me off at that time, finally kita berangkat besoknya. so excited. happy but yet kepikiran there's someone in Jogja that come to visit me tapi akunya malah liburan hhh :( *sorry :(*







WE SAW DOLPHINS ON OUR WAY TO KARIMUN! lagi enak2nya tidur di kapal yg digoyang ombak dan lumayan bikin hampir mengeluarkan isi perut, pada heboh kalo ada lumba2. at firts, ga terlalu tertarik buat ngeliat. lama2 tertarik juga. walaupun agak teat liatnya, tapi untungnya sempet liat. langka! so wow! di Jogja ga ada. mulai deh noraknya orang kota keluar hehe :p






FINALLY! after 6 hours perjalanan dari jepara-karimun naik kapal yang namanya MURIA, we arrived at karimun! woohoooooooo!!








Ini foto ada rumah2 kecil itu, ini tu rumah apung yang bisa disewa buat nginep selama di Karimun. Looks so nice,right? it cost not too much either. terjangkaulah harganya. Tapi sayang sekali aku dan teman-teman ga nginep sini huhu






Sesampainya di Karimun, kita ke homestay. sayangnya lupa foto di homestaynya :(
istirahat, makan, ngobrol2 bentar, mandi dll dan malemnya kita sepedaan! dan.......sepedaan malem itu membawa berkah. aku jadi bisa makin lancar naik sepeda! haha yippie!


Alright, now we move to the fun part! it's all about snorkeling snorkeling and....snorkeling!


before we go snorkeling ;)


Day 1. what a successful underwater photo haha


ini harusnya di kolam hiu, berhubung penakut foto sama hiu jdnya begini --"


The last underwater photo. look akward. but oh well :)

After we done the snorkeling things then waiting for the sunset

Friday, October 15, 2010

everything changes..but not my feeling to you

lama sekali ya ga update blog. as always, there's so many things to share kalo udah lama ga buka blog gini. like the tittle, yes there are so many changes that happening on my life. in my friends life, in my family lifes and ofcourse my love lifes with my beloved boyfriend..
skrg udah kuliah, ga sma lg. itu perubahan pertama. kedua, tmn2 dan circle friends saya semakin luas semenjak kuliah. ketiga, about family, yes we are no longer living under preasure of financial hahahah sounds weird. and......about my love lifes, hmmm what should i share about my love life? sebenernya sih pgn share banyak tapi ga tau gmn mulainya...
beebrapa hari yang lalu baru nganter pacar ke stasiun. it feel so hurt when i know that illl be far apart AGAIN from him. ya emang ga kyk jkt-aussie sih, but still udah ga pgn jauh2 lg sama dia. really, i didnt want far a part from him, but the situatuon force me..
aku ngerasa aku banyak berubah semenjak masuk kuliah. maybe im just too busy with my own activities, with my new world. i really really sorry buat orang yg ngerasa aku berubah. terutama mama. im sorry i become more rude or whatever it is.and someone who really knows me well, im so sorry about this,love..
PLEASE! i want to be the old me with now conditions. can i do that? please please i don't wanna hurt more people feeling. i dont want to hurt his feeling :'(
om so sorry, don't know what to do. aduh. galau. amat sangat galau..
all i can do is saying sorry..
its really bad. bad feeling. my fault, my bad. and i have to fix it. but how?

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

oh memories.. :)

It’s been so long since I updated this blog. I have many much stories to tell. I don’t know which one I should start. Hmmmmm, let’s start from the happiest day in my life. This moment happened few months ago. Nearly a month after I broke up with my boyfriend; we still love each other like old times,tho.

Jumat siang, 30 oktober 2009.
Ada sms masuk yang isinya kira-kira isinya dia nitipin surat ke temennya yang lagi di jogja buat ngasih suratnya ke gue. Temennya mau dateng ke sekolah gue. deg deg deg deg kok gue ngerasa aneh ya?kenapa gue deg2an padahal cuma temennya yang mau dateng ke skolah. Apa suratnya yang bikin gue deg degan?
Sebelum pulang skolah
Dia sms lagi bilang, temennya ga bisa nganter suratnya ke sekolah. Dan gue diminta gue ngambil ke rumahnya. Saking penasarannya sama isi surat yang dia tulis buat gue (karena dia ga pernah bisa romantis jadi penasaran banget pengen tau isi suratnya :p) gue setuju buat ngambil surat di rumah temennya. Tapi waktu siap2 ga tau kenapa ya,gue ngerasa gue bakal ketemu dia. Soalnya akhir2 itu dia aneh banget. Yang nanya2 alamat gue di jogja, skolah gue tepatnya di mana, pulang jam brapa, makin rajin nanya jadwal les, pulang les jam brapa, les jam brapa aja, dll. Biasanya dia ga sedetail itu nanyanya. Paling dia Cuma minta di kabarin kalo gue mau pergi les dan kmana2nya. Tapi ini he acts little bit weird.
Berangkatlah gue siang itu dengan sedikit dandan dan pake baju pergi. Awalnya mau Cuma pake rok skolah sama tshirt doang, tapi ga tau kenapa gue berubah pikiran milih pake baju pergi dan sedikit ribet siap2nya. Sampe di tempat yang di janjikan gue ga liat temennya. Ya emang gue ga tau orangnya tapi kan seenggaknya dia ngasih tau gue tmnnnya pake baju apa. Tapi ini dia malah ribet nlvnin gue berkali2 nanya gue dimana kok ga nyampe2. Ternyata gue salah nunggu!hahahaha after a while dan tanya sana sini dia nyuruh gue ke jalan arah ke smk apaaa gitu gue lupa namanya. Sempet gue berenti bentar buat nanya dan dia tetep nelvon gue buat ngontrol gue udah dimana. Akhirnya nyampe jug gue di depan smk. Gue bilang gue udah di dpn smk. Sambil ngomong gue liat ke kaca spion daaaaaan..gue melihat 2 sosok lelaki. Satu ga gue kenal dan yang satu kyknya gue kenal. Langsung gue tutup tlvnnya. Gue nengok dan JENG JENG JEEENG! Bener itu orang yang gue harapkan!hahaha seneng banget gue sampe saking senengnya gue blm matiin mobil, lupa ngosongin gigi tapi kopling langsung gue lepas saking kaget dan senengnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!Can you imagine how happy I was?!So damn HAPPY! :D
Kata2 pertama yang bisa keluar dari mulut gue Cuma “kok kamu bisa sampe sini?”
Dia jawabnya Cuma nyengir doang trus langsung ngasih suratnya. Dia sama tmnnya nemenin gue puter balik trus ke rumah tmnnnya bentar nunggu dia ganti baju. Sambil nunggu sambil gue baca suratnya. IT WAS SO SWEET LETTER. Jujur aja ya, baru kali ini gue dapet surat cinta yang sebagus ini hahahhaha dia yang malu2 gitu waktu gue baca suratnya sambil lirik2 dia. Kalo lagi malu2 gitu tu yang bikin gue makin makin makiiin gemes sama dia hehe..
After that,we decided to go to malioboro. Biasalah orang kota blm pernah ke malioboro :D. Disana kita jalan bentar liat2 gelang trus muterin mall skalian ngadem, duduk2 bntar di food court, ngobrol2, dan pulang karena gue harus les malemnya -_-
Tapiiiii ternyata malemnya gue memutuskan buat cabut les (padahal hari itu lagi fisika) buat jalan sama dia :D gue ajak adek gue buat kerjasama dan ternyata dia mau hehe
Akhirnya mlm itu gue jalan lagi sama dia. Kebetulan gue blm makan jadi gue ngajak dia ke benteng vrederburg yang kbetuan lg ada festival kuliner disana. Sayangnya gue lupa bawa kamera jadinya ga foto2 deh kita . Naaaaaah, waktu lagi makan di benteng ini salah satu kejadian yang ga bisa gue lupain dan GA AKAN gue lupain.
Lagi makan gitu, dengan manjanya gue minta suapin hahaha kan kesempatan walapun sebenernya gue blm balikan sama dia*parah ya? * trus habis mkana tiba2 dia ngmng gini
“aku bingung ni ngmngnya gimana”
Gue bingung maksud dia apa, gue bilang aja “ngomong apa?”
Dengan gugup dia ngeluarin CINCIN dan bilang “sebenernya aku mau ngasih ini ke kamu” sambil malu2 gitu bilangnya.uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh.ga tau harus gimana gue Cuma bisa diem,speechless. Kaget, seneng, gugup, malu, semua jadi satu.
Belum sempet gue bilang apa2, he ask me to become his girlfriend again!O-M-G! ga nyangka secepet ini dia bilang gini. Ga nyangka secepet ini dia ngajakin balikan. He also asked me about a thing.*I didn’t have to tell everyone about the thing. And I answer yessssss  so, WE OFFICIALLY TOGETHER AGAIN  
He put the ring on my finger and he also had one for him. We had the same ring. Sweet,huh? :D
Ga akan pernah lupa gmn cara dia mandang gue mlm itu yang bikin gue meleleh seleleh lelehnya. *cieeee haha*. Karena waktu yang terbatas, gue harus balik karena ijinnya les. Jemput aya dulu abis itu nganter dia pulang soalnya dia ga tau jalan di jogja. Nyampe di rumah, gue Cuma bisa senyum2 kyk orang gila. Akhirnya penantian gue dateng juga hahaha…
and the next day, we spent Saturday night together. Siangnya jalan lagi ke malioboro krna dia mau cari gelang. Sepanjang jalan malioboro dia lama banget milih gelang sama kalungnya. Secara ya orang yang seneng banget sama gelang bgitu liat gelang banyak langsung bingung mau beli yang mana saking pengen semuanya di beli. Dengan penuh kesabaran gue nemenin dia liat-liat gelang karena gue juga seneng barang2 di sana hehe.
Next destination is movie box. Tapi sayangnya kita ga dapet tmpt. Sekalinya ada jam 10 mlm. Memutuskan ga jadi nonton kita jalan2 aja muter2. Lewat BANDARA, trus berenti di halaman seberang rmh gue. trus ngobrol banyak, ‘share everything’ dan ga kerasa udah mlm. Gue nganter dia pulang ke rmh tmnnya tp dia yang bawa mbil,trus gue balik deh. sebenernya ga sesederhana itu sih mlm minggu gue sama dia mlm itu. Tapi ga usah lah ya gue cerita disini kyk apa detailnya soalnya kepanjangan hahaha :p pokoknya intinya, MLM MINGGU YANG TAK KAN TERLUPAKAN. Mlm minggu itu kerasa banget gue deket sama dia 
Karena terbatasnya waktu, dia harus balik ke Jakarta minggunya  gue ga bisa ngenter soalnya gue ada acara bimbel di ugm . akhirnya dia pulang dengan meninggalkan sejuta kenangan indah tak terlupakan disini :D
Ga akan gue lupa gmn pengorbanan dia sampe ke jogja CUMA buat ketemu gue,ngasih surat, ngasih cincin dan ngajakin balikan. Sekarang, gue udah jalan hampir 2 tahun sama dia,dan gue ga pernah ngerasa bosen sedikitpun sama dia. He gives me new things every day. You really have to know, he’s the best man that I’ve ever had. A man that I simply adore and I love him sooo madly.. 
Thanks to Joel Patianom; my only baby and the man I loves so much; Thanks for the love, the sharing, the caring, the understanding, thanks for everything.. 