"We found love in a hopeless place"

Let me introduce my best friend and lover, Shindu Alpito <3

Quotes

searching for some quotes, and find some of 'yang gue banget' hahaha :/

"When I see your smile, and I know it's not for me, that's when I'll miss you. "

"Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated"

"It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone,
But we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives"

"Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too"

"Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore"

"Before you open your mouth...
Make Sure You have a mind to back up all the things you say"

"Since when was my name on the attendance, am i really that important?"

"If you love me so much, why are you walking away?"

http://lovemyquotes.com

watch the lyric

sometimes what i feel or what I've been through now is describable by song lyric hahaha. whatever. just sayin'

"nothing last forever" - Maroon 5

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
But misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way..............................................................

randomness boredness

Have you ever feel like you're the most 'as*ho*e' person in the world? yes. that is exactly what i feel right now. I just feel i can't stop. it's such a guilty pleasure. i know i need to stop. NOW. but HOW?

If Only......................................................

Ini kutipan percapakan di film if only yang di peranin sama Jennifer Love H yg nyanyi "Barenaked"
i dont know, i just love this movie. someone told methat i have to watch this movie, so i watch it with tears on my eyes.......................

Ian Wyndham : I Love you.
Samantha Andrews: Ooh I Love you too.
Ian Wyndham : I wanna tell you why I love you.
Samantha Andrews: It's... It's raining, you know that right.
Ian Wyndham : I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear... Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love.
Samantha Andrews: I don't know what to say.
Ian Wyndham : You don't have to say anything... I just wanted to tell you.

(http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0332136/quotes)

Sisters

eventhough we always fight for anything especially about clothes, but we do love each other <3

favorite (at the moment)

Skyscraper - Demi Lovato

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows still are broken but I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper......

*what a song!

HALLO FATTY, WHERE ARE YOU NOW???

Weird photo. i know. beberapa bulan tinggal di negri kanguru bikin badan melembung tapi bagus yaaaa :')

HAY GENDUT, DIMANA KAMU SEKARANG? KEMBALILAH NAK

Karimun Holiday

From left to right: Hendy, Sheila, Putri, Rama, Selly (merah), ME, Joan (abu-abu), Dinda, Doyok (putih), Galih (abu-abu), Tito

Back to blogging after all the social networking start to pissed me off and feel so bored. Well, this time i ain't tell you about my love life. Of course we can talk about it later. But now, i want to share some story about my SHORT holiday at Karimun Java.

First thing first. Start from my heartbreak *i know -_-* i decide to go somewhere to fill my holiday. That would be better than stay at home, crying and doing nothing. So i decided to go to this island. Lucky me, i have friend that yaaa pretty kind to help me. So i joined a tour that owned by a friend of my friend *sounds confusing*
and blablabla akhirnya ber 11 berangkat. Sempet terdampar sehari di Jepara because of THINGS that i dont want to remember and kinda pissed me off at that time, finally kita berangkat besoknya. so excited. happy but yet kepikiran there's someone in Jogja that come to visit me tapi akunya malah liburan hhh :( *sorry :(*







WE SAW DOLPHINS ON OUR WAY TO KARIMUN! lagi enak2nya tidur di kapal yg digoyang ombak dan lumayan bikin hampir mengeluarkan isi perut, pada heboh kalo ada lumba2. at firts, ga terlalu tertarik buat ngeliat. lama2 tertarik juga. walaupun agak teat liatnya, tapi untungnya sempet liat. langka! so wow! di Jogja ga ada. mulai deh noraknya orang kota keluar hehe :p






FINALLY! after 6 hours perjalanan dari jepara-karimun naik kapal yang namanya MURIA, we arrived at karimun! woohoooooooo!!








Ini foto ada rumah2 kecil itu, ini tu rumah apung yang bisa disewa buat nginep selama di Karimun. Looks so nice,right? it cost not too much either. terjangkaulah harganya. Tapi sayang sekali aku dan teman-teman ga nginep sini huhu






Sesampainya di Karimun, kita ke homestay. sayangnya lupa foto di homestaynya :(
istirahat, makan, ngobrol2 bentar, mandi dll dan malemnya kita sepedaan! dan.......sepedaan malem itu membawa berkah. aku jadi bisa makin lancar naik sepeda! haha yippie!


Alright, now we move to the fun part! it's all about snorkeling snorkeling and....snorkeling!

before we go snorkeling ;)

Day 1. what a successful underwater photo haha

ini harusnya di kolam hiu, berhubung penakut foto sama hiu jdnya begini --"

The last underwater photo. look akward. but oh well :)

After we done the snorkeling things then waiting for the sunset

everything changes..but not my feeling to you

lama sekali ya ga update blog. as always, there's so many things to share kalo udah lama ga buka blog gini. like the tittle, yes there are so many changes that happening on my life. in my friends life, in my family lifes and ofcourse my love lifes with my beloved boyfriend..
skrg udah kuliah, ga sma lg. itu perubahan pertama. kedua, tmn2 dan circle friends saya semakin luas semenjak kuliah. ketiga, about family, yes we are no longer living under preasure of financial hahahah sounds weird. and......about my love lifes, hmmm what should i share about my love life? sebenernya sih pgn share banyak tapi ga tau gmn mulainya...
beebrapa hari yang lalu baru nganter pacar ke stasiun. it feel so hurt when i know that illl be far apart AGAIN from him. ya emang ga kyk jkt-aussie sih, but still udah ga pgn jauh2 lg sama dia. really, i didnt want far a part from him, but the situatuon force me..
aku ngerasa aku banyak berubah semenjak masuk kuliah. maybe im just too busy with my own activities, with my new world. i really really sorry buat orang yg ngerasa aku berubah. terutama mama. im sorry i become more rude or whatever it is.and someone who really knows me well, im so sorry about this,love..
PLEASE! i want to be the old me with now conditions. can i do that? please please i don't wanna hurt more people feeling. i dont want to hurt his feeling :'(
om so sorry, don't know what to do. aduh. galau. amat sangat galau..
all i can do is saying sorry..
its really bad. bad feeling. my fault, my bad. and i have to fix it. but how?

oh memories.. :)

It’s been so long since I updated this blog. I have many much stories to tell. I don’t know which one I should start. Hmmmmm, let’s start from the happiest day in my life. This moment happened few months ago. Nearly a month after I broke up with my boyfriend; we still love each other like old times,tho.

Jumat siang, 30 oktober 2009.
Ada sms masuk yang isinya kira-kira isinya dia nitipin surat ke temennya yang lagi di jogja buat ngasih suratnya ke gue. Temennya mau dateng ke sekolah gue. deg deg deg deg kok gue ngerasa aneh ya?kenapa gue deg2an padahal cuma temennya yang mau dateng ke skolah. Apa suratnya yang bikin gue deg degan?
Sebelum pulang skolah
Dia sms lagi bilang, temennya ga bisa nganter suratnya ke sekolah. Dan gue diminta gue ngambil ke rumahnya. Saking penasarannya sama isi surat yang dia tulis buat gue (karena dia ga pernah bisa romantis jadi penasaran banget pengen tau isi suratnya :p) gue setuju buat ngambil surat di rumah temennya. Tapi waktu siap2 ga tau kenapa ya,gue ngerasa gue bakal ketemu dia. Soalnya akhir2 itu dia aneh banget. Yang nanya2 alamat gue di jogja, skolah gue tepatnya di mana, pulang jam brapa, makin rajin nanya jadwal les, pulang les jam brapa, les jam brapa aja, dll. Biasanya dia ga sedetail itu nanyanya. Paling dia Cuma minta di kabarin kalo gue mau pergi les dan kmana2nya. Tapi ini he acts little bit weird.
Berangkatlah gue siang itu dengan sedikit dandan dan pake baju pergi. Awalnya mau Cuma pake rok skolah sama tshirt doang, tapi ga tau kenapa gue berubah pikiran milih pake baju pergi dan sedikit ribet siap2nya. Sampe di tempat yang di janjikan gue ga liat temennya. Ya emang gue ga tau orangnya tapi kan seenggaknya dia ngasih tau gue tmnnnya pake baju apa. Tapi ini dia malah ribet nlvnin gue berkali2 nanya gue dimana kok ga nyampe2. Ternyata gue salah nunggu!hahahaha after a while dan tanya sana sini dia nyuruh gue ke jalan arah ke smk apaaa gitu gue lupa namanya. Sempet gue berenti bentar buat nanya dan dia tetep nelvon gue buat ngontrol gue udah dimana. Akhirnya nyampe jug gue di depan smk. Gue bilang gue udah di dpn smk. Sambil ngomong gue liat ke kaca spion daaaaaan..gue melihat 2 sosok lelaki. Satu ga gue kenal dan yang satu kyknya gue kenal. Langsung gue tutup tlvnnya. Gue nengok dan JENG JENG JEEENG! Bener itu orang yang gue harapkan!hahaha seneng banget gue sampe saking senengnya gue blm matiin mobil, lupa ngosongin gigi tapi kopling langsung gue lepas saking kaget dan senengnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!Can you imagine how happy I was?!So damn HAPPY! :D
Kata2 pertama yang bisa keluar dari mulut gue Cuma “kok kamu bisa sampe sini?”
Dia jawabnya Cuma nyengir doang trus langsung ngasih suratnya. Dia sama tmnnya nemenin gue puter balik trus ke rumah tmnnnya bentar nunggu dia ganti baju. Sambil nunggu sambil gue baca suratnya. IT WAS SO SWEET LETTER. Jujur aja ya, baru kali ini gue dapet surat cinta yang sebagus ini hahahhaha dia yang malu2 gitu waktu gue baca suratnya sambil lirik2 dia. Kalo lagi malu2 gitu tu yang bikin gue makin makin makiiin gemes sama dia hehe..
After that,we decided to go to malioboro. Biasalah orang kota blm pernah ke malioboro :D. Disana kita jalan bentar liat2 gelang trus muterin mall skalian ngadem, duduk2 bntar di food court, ngobrol2, dan pulang karena gue harus les malemnya -_-
Tapiiiii ternyata malemnya gue memutuskan buat cabut les (padahal hari itu lagi fisika) buat jalan sama dia :D gue ajak adek gue buat kerjasama dan ternyata dia mau hehe
Akhirnya mlm itu gue jalan lagi sama dia. Kebetulan gue blm makan jadi gue ngajak dia ke benteng vrederburg yang kbetuan lg ada festival kuliner disana. Sayangnya gue lupa bawa kamera jadinya ga foto2 deh kita . Naaaaaah, waktu lagi makan di benteng ini salah satu kejadian yang ga bisa gue lupain dan GA AKAN gue lupain.
Lagi makan gitu, dengan manjanya gue minta suapin hahaha kan kesempatan walapun sebenernya gue blm balikan sama dia*parah ya? * trus habis mkana tiba2 dia ngmng gini
“aku bingung ni ngmngnya gimana”
Gue bingung maksud dia apa, gue bilang aja “ngomong apa?”
Dengan gugup dia ngeluarin CINCIN dan bilang “sebenernya aku mau ngasih ini ke kamu” sambil malu2 gitu bilangnya.uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh.ga tau harus gimana gue Cuma bisa diem,speechless. Kaget, seneng, gugup, malu, semua jadi satu.
Belum sempet gue bilang apa2, he ask me to become his girlfriend again!O-M-G! ga nyangka secepet ini dia bilang gini. Ga nyangka secepet ini dia ngajakin balikan. He also asked me about a thing.*I didn’t have to tell everyone about the thing. And I answer yessssss  so, WE OFFICIALLY TOGETHER AGAIN  
He put the ring on my finger and he also had one for him. We had the same ring. Sweet,huh? :D
Ga akan pernah lupa gmn cara dia mandang gue mlm itu yang bikin gue meleleh seleleh lelehnya. *cieeee haha*. Karena waktu yang terbatas, gue harus balik karena ijinnya les. Jemput aya dulu abis itu nganter dia pulang soalnya dia ga tau jalan di jogja. Nyampe di rumah, gue Cuma bisa senyum2 kyk orang gila. Akhirnya penantian gue dateng juga hahaha…
and the next day, we spent Saturday night together. Siangnya jalan lagi ke malioboro krna dia mau cari gelang. Sepanjang jalan malioboro dia lama banget milih gelang sama kalungnya. Secara ya orang yang seneng banget sama gelang bgitu liat gelang banyak langsung bingung mau beli yang mana saking pengen semuanya di beli. Dengan penuh kesabaran gue nemenin dia liat-liat gelang karena gue juga seneng barang2 di sana hehe.
Next destination is movie box. Tapi sayangnya kita ga dapet tmpt. Sekalinya ada jam 10 mlm. Memutuskan ga jadi nonton kita jalan2 aja muter2. Lewat BANDARA, trus berenti di halaman seberang rmh gue. trus ngobrol banyak, ‘share everything’ dan ga kerasa udah mlm. Gue nganter dia pulang ke rmh tmnnya tp dia yang bawa mbil,trus gue balik deh. sebenernya ga sesederhana itu sih mlm minggu gue sama dia mlm itu. Tapi ga usah lah ya gue cerita disini kyk apa detailnya soalnya kepanjangan hahaha :p pokoknya intinya, MLM MINGGU YANG TAK KAN TERLUPAKAN. Mlm minggu itu kerasa banget gue deket sama dia 
Karena terbatasnya waktu, dia harus balik ke Jakarta minggunya  gue ga bisa ngenter soalnya gue ada acara bimbel di ugm . akhirnya dia pulang dengan meninggalkan sejuta kenangan indah tak terlupakan disini :D
Ga akan gue lupa gmn pengorbanan dia sampe ke jogja CUMA buat ketemu gue,ngasih surat, ngasih cincin dan ngajakin balikan. Sekarang, gue udah jalan hampir 2 tahun sama dia,dan gue ga pernah ngerasa bosen sedikitpun sama dia. He gives me new things every day. You really have to know, he’s the best man that I’ve ever had. A man that I simply adore and I love him sooo madly.. 
Thanks to Joel Patianom; my only baby and the man I loves so much; Thanks for the love, the sharing, the caring, the understanding, thanks for everything.. 

please dont leave me - pink

Please Dont Leave Me (Live at MuchMusic 22.09.2008) - P!nk



Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da

Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no

You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me

facebook lemot bikin males

gue akhir-akhir ini jadi males ni buka facebook.tau knp?lemooooot banget sekarang.
semua anak2 gaul udah pada punya facebook semua jadi over populated deh facebook jadinya makin lemotlah facebook yang berdampak facebook gue jarang gue urusin

DAM DAM

Heeeeeeeeey I feel so bad I didn’t update this blog for a loooong time.im so sorry about that. I have a really busy and hard life,you know?haha
I have many and lots stories to tell and I don’t know which one I should start first.
As you know,im not live in Australia anymore.i already went back to indo on January 15th 2009

It’s still on my mind when our plane landed on Soekarta-Hatta international airport, Jakarta.
One of the flight attendant: “good evening, passenger’s .welcome to Sokarna-Hatta international airport, Jakarta. Blablablablabla…
Deg deg deg deg.deg2an bgt gue begitu gue tau gue udah mendarat di Jakarta.dalam hitungan menit gue bisa ketemu tmn2 gue yang sethn gue tinggalin di jkt hehe dan kalo cwo gue jemput,gue juga bisa KETEMU DIA!huaaaaaaaa
Ngantri imigrasi rasanya lama dan panjaaaaaaang bgt.blm apa2 gue udah bete duluan.gue sempet mikir pasti ni orang2 ga jadi jemput gue.abisnya ge ngabarin gue sama skali.ga nanya gue di terminal brapa.secara gue juga ga bisa ngehubungin mrk. Sim card optus gue ga bisa aktif di indo.

Setelah ambil bagasi,gue keluar dengan ga sabarnya.tengok kiri ga ada yang gue kenal,tengok kanan,ada orang2 melambaikan tangan ke gue,secara gue yang duluan keluar dari situ langsung ngeh kalo itu lambaian tangan buat gue,nyokap sama adek2 gue.tanpa babibu dan tanpa nungguin nyokap sama adek2 gue,lansung gue lari ngabur ke tmn2 gue.gue pelukin mrk satu2. sabila,tiffany,nadia,mutya,inka,putri.

Mutya:”wah ga berubah lo yu,Cuma makin panjang rambutnya”
Tiffany:”iya,ga gendut juga kok,yu”
Nadia:”iya iya makin kurus malah”
Gue:”apaan sih,gue makin item tau ga.kalian tu yang makin cantik2”

Ada juga si aldo,fadel,raja si anak baru yang akhirnya gue knalan sama dia HAHAHA
Setelah basa basi sama bude gue yang juga jemput gue,gue di culik ke semanggi.awalnya nyokap gue agak ragu ngeblhin gue.secara gue baru beberapa menit yang lalu nyampe di indo,duduk di pesawat 7stngh jam dan skrng udah diajakin pergi.tapi atas bujukan dan rayuan tmn2 gueyang cantik2 ini, nyokap gue akhirnya ngeblhin pergi.kita makan di semanggi,foto2,dan ketemu mas2 pelayan yang super rese dan ngambek karna dia kita cuekin hahahaha.pulangnya kita nyasar entah kmana gara2 gue ga tau jalan ke rmh bude gue trus nyampe rmh jam 11 kurang.

Ya walapun cwo gue ga jadi jemput,ga apa2 lah.kan masih ada tmn2 gue yang heboh,cerewet,rame,hobi ketawa,hobi ngatain orang,dan cantik2 itu.makasih ya sayang2ku,I loves y’all every single day of my forever deh hahahaha muah
Ok,that is my first story.my second story is about ME AND HIM. That was my second day in Jakarta..

Pagi itu bude gue berencana ngajakin kita ke taman anggrek,dan gue ke sana siang. Gue smsan sama cwo gue ngsh tau kali hari itu gue mau ke TA dan berharap dy mau nyusul.eh ternyata bnr,dy mau nyusul tanpa gue minta.ya Cuma gue pancing sih hehe
Lama bgt gue nunggu dy,dy pake ketiduran dulu,pake mandi dulu,pake kejebak macet dulu dan tiba2 waktu gue makan di platinum ada sms di hp gue
“Say,aku udah nyampe ni.lagi cari parkir”
Deg deg deg deg.langsung gue ga laper.teriyaki di depan gue langsung ga menarik lagi buat gue.mual,malu,ga sabar pgn ketemu,deg2an,smua campur jadi satu.akhirnya setelah itu dy sms gue lg bilang dy udah di pintu depan.gue ajak ke platinum ketemu nyokap gue dia bilang malu.yaudah akhirnya gue turun - -
Dalam perjalanan turun ke lantai dasar dari lantai 3,deg2an bgt gue.ga konsen liatin jalan.sengaja ga pake lift biar agak lama.sblm itu sempet ke wc dulu mempebaiki penampilan.

Di deket pintu keluar,gue sms lg nanya dia yang masuk atau gueyang keluar.eh dia bilang gue aja yang keluar.nah lo makin jantung gue udah kyk mau copot.udah kyk org gila gue berdiri deket tangga naik ke pintu utama sambil mondar mandir dengan muka merah.karena udah diliatin sama satpam gue putusin buat keluar.dy bilang dy ada di sebelah kanan pintu keluar.DEG DEG DEG DEG

Begitu jalan mau ke pintu,gue udah menangkap sosok yang ga asing lg*cieee hahaha.langsung gue simpulkan itu cowo gue.begitu keluar,gue udah liat dy berdiri nungguin gue.tapi gue pura2 ga liat dan main hp.setelah nyampe depan lg.gue speechless dan cuma bisa senyum. Dy pake jaket,daleman putih,tas item kecil,celana panjang,spatu sneakers addidas,sabuk quicksilver dan senyum ke GUE!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Dy nawarin gue permen and guess what?!he’s hand is shaking!hahahahaha tanpa mikir gue bilang
“santai aja lg,aku ga gigit kok”.eh dynya Cuma nyengir.setelah lama kita berdiri disana,sampe kepanasan akhirnya dy ngajakin ke kmr mandi *jgn mikir yg enggak2 hahaha dy ke wc cwo dan gue ke wc cwe.keluar2 dari wc dy udah nungguin gue.abis itu kita bingung mau kmn.mondar mandir kyk org ga jelas.TA hari itu lg rame bgt.soalnya lg thn baru china.mknnya bnyak bgt org2 cina.
Diajakin makan dy udah mkn dan gue juga udah mkn teriyaki walaupun setengah,diajakin ntn dia udah ntn semua filmnya,ditanya kmn dia jawab terserah,dia Tanya balik ke gue ya gue juga jawab terserah.gue juga bingung mau ngapain.akhirnya karna gue haus gue beli eskrim dan bikin iri dy yg ga gue blhin mkn eskrim soalnya dy lg sakit tenggorokan.ga tau mau kmn lg akhirnya kita ntnin orang2 main ice skeating.ketawa2 ngeliatin orang jatoh,cerita kesana kesini,sampe yg disekitar kita udah pada ganti orgnya kita masih disitu asik ngobrol.akhirnya bosen juga,kita jalan lg.dy ngajakin ke gramed.sempet kaget gue.dia?ke gramed?mau ngapain?ternyata liat2 komik.trus liat2 gitar.abis dari gramed kita ngelewatin toko boneka dan gue ajakin masuk,ada kejadian disitu yg ga usah gue certain hehe.trus abis itu kita nyari tmpt buat duduk.trus foto2 abis itu pulang soalnya udah mlm.dy nganterin gue pulang dan hampir nyasar karena lagi2 gue ga tau jalan.untung dianya peka sama jalan2 daerah situ,tanda2 di daerah situ.padahal gue BERHARAP KITA NYASAR hehe.akhirnya nyampelah kita dirumah bude gue.gue ajakin masuk buat ketemu nyokap tp nyokap t lg ada keperluan jadi dy ketemu sama bude gue sambil gemeteran aaaa lucunyaaaa :D

akhirnya setelah itu dy pulang dan gue pandangin dy sampe menghilang di ujung belokan hehe
Beberapa hari kemudian,waktu gue mau ke jogja karna ga dapet skolah di jkt sama bogor,dia juga nganterin gue ke airport.tmn2 gue kali ini ga bisa nganterin karna pada sekolah. Dy udah nyampe rmh gue 3 jam sblm gue brangkat ke airport.dia kenalan dulu sama nyokap,bude sama pakde gue hahaha

Nyampe di airport,ga nunggu lama gue udah harus masuk waiting room.untungnya nyokap gue udah check in sebelum gue sama cowo gue nyapmpe di airport.bener2 deh ga mau gue ke jogja waktu itu.masih pgn lama2an sama dia.baru 2 kali ketemu,gue udah harus pergi lagi..

Sekarang gue sama dia udah mau sethn ga nyangka bgt gue bisa secepet ini.perasaan baru beberapa minggu yg lalu dia ngasih comment di fs gue,minta ym gue,cerita2 dan akhirnya dkt
insyaAllah dy mau main ke jogja liburan skolah,mudah2an jadi.ga sabar,ya Allaaaaaah.hehe

i want to watch....

1.
CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC

2.
BRIDE WARS

Vampire Scent

wanna have smell like the cold but hot vampire like edward cullen?try this parfume.he likes human blood but the monsters’ favorite fragrance is decidedly sweeter.its ONLY $48!!GO AND GRAB THEM!! :D

hanya khayalan

oh,why you aren't real,edward?why you just a character on big screen?why you not come into my life and be my romeo?

home-work

i got this from kak lala,she tag me so i just do it :)

RULE:
The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results,and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.


The Age of next birthday



My birthday will be on 19th of july and i'll be 17!!!waaaaa feel old?yeah kinda.i have so many hope but i cant tell y'all :P

Place I'd like to Travel

MALDIVES!!!how awesome is that place!i will go there someday :)

A Favorite Place

Tembagapura is always on the list of my favorite place.my most favorite place in this sweet little town is sh hv but i cant find it on google hahaha so i just put that picture

A Favorite Food

I LOVE ITALIAN FOOD.i put this photo cuz the first photo i cant open dont know why.
i like indonesian fod too!hahahaha

A Favorite Thing

i have many favorite things,like shopping,eating,dreaming,and many more but this time i put hangin' out with people that i love is my most favorite things.how sweet is that?so sweet hahahaha
this is the picture when i wrote hanging out with people i love in google hahaha

A City was Born

i was born in beautifull town called Jogjakarta.until now,when i visit this town i just feel so comfortable and i lovin' it so much.there's many things that you cant find in other city and you can only find it in my born town :)

Nickname I Had

most of people called me ayu but i like when people call me ay :p

A Favorite Color

my favorite color is natural color.i love all the natural color

College Major

i haven't go to college yet,but i have dream college. UNIVERSITY OF SYDNEY. i want to finish my bachelor of bussiness or bachelor of economics there :)

Name of My Love

Joel Manoach Adiprana Patianom. :)
i cant find it in google so i decided to put the photo that i save on my laptop :)*and i love this picture
do you know what?i love him so much.i know its sound too much but i really meant it :) i loves him like crazy :D aaaaaw

A Hobby

I LOVE TO DANCE I ADDICTED TO DANCE.and i always do.its like serious hobby for me,cuz my mom and dad didnt want me to be a dancer -_-
i didnt really like ballet dance,but this is the first pic come up in google.i love modern dance and i can dance indonesian dance too! :)

A Bad Habbit

negative thinking.i dont know why.i try to over it but i just cant.but i'll try.always try :)

My Wishlist
1.GO HOME TO INDONESIA AS SOON AS POSSIBLE



2. Happily ever after :)



3. i have more than 2 wish lists and i cant tell you all of it cuz it takes a day to get it done hahahaahah *not really


i tag everyone who want to do this thingy

this is freakin' me out

my cousin told me about what happen in 2012.when he told me,i didnt believe what he said.because he always annoy me to do such silly things.but he said "ya udah deh,kalo lo ga percaya.klik aja di google.ketik ada apa di 2012"

tadi gue udah buka facebook,friendster,check blog,buka bebo,ol di ym,ol di msn.dan akhirnya i get bored.so,gue putuskan buat iseng buka google indonesia dan nyari tentang ada apa di 2012.muncul bnyak yg ngebahas ttg itu.gue buka aja yg pertama.itu blognya orang yg ngebahas soal itu.dan berentung ternyata dy org indo,jadi gue ga perlu baca bacaan yg bikin kepala gue pusing.

ni urlnya kalo mau baca
http://mysensitivity.wordpress.com/2008/03/11/ada-apa-dengan-bumi-pada-21-desember-2012/

gue tau kiamat itu cuma di tgn Allah dan ga ada yg tau.tapi this is kinda freakin' me out.sebagai manusia boleh lah gue takut atau tepatnya was was,soalnya gue masih belom punya anak,masih belom kawin,masih belom jadi diplomat,masih blm ngebahagiain org tua gue(cie),masih bnyak dosa dan mau tobat.hehe
bukannya gue percaya ramalan,tapi.....ga tau deh ah
ini kan cuma informasi2 dari scientist sama NASA.tapi gue tetep aja penasaran sama kebenarannya hehe

(my)Role Model

1. Agyness Deyn

she is awesome,have a simple style but stunning.she makes my eyes cant stop look at the stuff that she wear.

2. Hyoni Kang

the first asian model.
It's been a whirlwind year for the nineteen-year-old who won the Ford Supermodel of the World contest back in January--the first Asian in to do so in history.she had debut on the catwalks of Marc by Marc Jacobs, 3.1 Phillip Lim, and Jason Wu
awwww i love her!

3. Chanel Iman


she was born for the role of supermodel!Chanel nailed her first full season of shows with an A-list lineup that included Marc Jacobs, Proenza Schouler, Dolce & Gabbana, Alexander McQueen, and Valentino. She would have done Louis Vuitton and Lanvin, too, except she was only fifteen at the time of Fashion Week and, being a minor, couldn't work on Sunday in Paris.fifteen,guys!!15!!

p.s i always want that chanel bag.no matter how old that bag is.

4. Skye Stracke


With porcelain-doll features and Rapunzel-like locks, this Aussie is charming the fashion world.and she just 17 years old!