Unspoken Words

"We found love in a hopeless place"

2011-12-26T03:27:00.004+11:00

Let me introduce my best friend and lover, Shindu Alpito <3

Quotes

2011-10-29T03:40:00.005+11:00

searching for some quotes, and find some of 'yang gue banget' hahaha :/

"When I see your smile, and I know it's not for me, that's when I'll miss you. "

"Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated"

"It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone,
But we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives"

"Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too"

"Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore"

"Before you open your mouth...
Make Sure You have a mind to back up all the things you say"

"Since when was my name on the attendance, am i really that important?"

"If you love me so much, why are you walking away?"

http://lovemyquotes.com

watch the lyric

2011-10-27T02:41:00.005+11:00

sometimes what i feel or what I've been through now is describable by song lyric hahaha. whatever. just sayin'

"nothing last forever" - Maroon 5

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
But misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way..............................................................

randomness boredness

2011-10-20T03:07:00.005+11:00

Have you ever feel like you're the most 'as*ho*e' person in the world? yes. that is exactly what i feel right now. I just feel i can't stop. it's such a guilty pleasure. i know i need to stop. NOW. but HOW?

If Only......................................................

2011-09-18T01:50:00.005+10:00

Ini kutipan percapakan di film if only yang di peranin sama Jennifer Love H yg nyanyi "Barenaked"
i dont know, i just love this movie. someone told methat i have to watch this movie, so i watch it with tears on my eyes.......................

Ian Wyndham : I Love you.
Samantha Andrews: Ooh I Love you too.
Ian Wyndham : I wanna tell you why I love you.
Samantha Andrews: It's... It's raining, you know that right.
Ian Wyndham : I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear... Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love.
Samantha Andrews: I don't know what to say.
Ian Wyndham : You don't have to say anything... I just wanted to tell you.

(http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0332136/quotes)

Sisters

2011-09-18T01:25:00.004+10:00

eventhough we always fight for anything especially about clothes, but we do love each other <3

favorite (at the moment)

2011-08-27T02:15:00.002+10:00

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows still are broken but I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper......

*what a song!

HALLO FATTY, WHERE ARE YOU NOW???

2011-08-21T17:13:00.005+10:00

Weird photo. i know. beberapa bulan tinggal di negri kanguru bikin badan melembung tapi bagus yaaaa :')

HAY GENDUT, DIMANA KAMU SEKARANG? KEMBALILAH NAK

Karimun Holiday

2011-07-16T00:20:00.029+10:00

From left to right: Hendy, Sheila, Putri, Rama, Selly (merah), ME, Joan (abu-abu), Dinda, Doyok (putih), Galih (abu-abu), Tito

Back to blogging after all the social networking start to pissed me off and feel so bored. Well, this time i ain't tell you about my love life. Of course we can talk about it later. But now, i want to share some story about my SHORT holiday at Karimun Java.

First thing first. Start from my heartbreak *i know -_-* i decide to go somewhere to fill my holiday. That would be better than stay at home, crying and doing nothing. So i decided to go to this island. Lucky me, i have friend that yaaa pretty kind to help me. So i joined a tour that owned by a friend of my friend *sounds confusing*
and blablabla akhirnya ber 11 berangkat. Sempet terdampar sehari di Jepara because of THINGS that i dont want to remember and kinda pissed me off at that time, finally kita berangkat besoknya. so excited. happy but yet kepikiran there's someone in Jogja that come to visit me tapi akunya malah liburan hhh :( *sorry :(*

WE SAW DOLPHINS ON OUR WAY TO KARIMUN! lagi enak2nya tidur di kapal yg digoyang ombak dan lumayan bikin hampir mengeluarkan isi perut, pada heboh kalo ada lumba2. at firts, ga terlalu tertarik buat ngeliat. lama2 tertarik juga. walaupun agak teat liatnya, tapi untungnya sempet liat. langka! so wow! di Jogja ga ada. mulai deh noraknya orang kota keluar hehe :p

FINALLY! after 6 hours perjalanan dari jepara-karimun naik kapal yang namanya MURIA, we arrived at karimun! woohoooooooo!!

Ini foto ada rumah2 kecil itu, ini tu rumah apung yang bisa disewa buat nginep selama di Karimun. Looks so nice,right? it cost not too much either. terjangkaulah harganya. Tapi sayang sekali aku dan teman-teman ga nginep sini huhu

Sesampainya di Karimun, kita ke homestay. sayangnya lupa foto di homestaynya :(
istirahat, makan, ngobrol2 bentar, mandi dll dan malemnya kita sepedaan! dan.......sepedaan malem itu membawa berkah. aku jadi bisa makin lancar naik sepeda! haha yippie!

Alright, now we move to the fun part! it's all about snorkeling snorkeling and....snorkeling!

before we go snorkeling ;)

Day 1. what a successful underwater photo haha

ini harusnya di kolam hiu, berhubung penakut foto sama hiu jdnya begini --"

The last underwater photo. look akward. but oh well :)

After we done the snorkeling things then waiting for the sunset

everything changes..but not my feeling to you

2010-10-15T02:57:00.003+11:00

lama sekali ya ga update blog. as always, there's so many things to share kalo udah lama ga buka blog gini. like the tittle, yes there are so many changes that happening on my life. in my friends life, in my family lifes and ofcourse my love lifes with my beloved boyfriend..
skrg udah kuliah, ga sma lg. itu perubahan pertama. kedua, tmn2 dan circle friends saya semakin luas semenjak kuliah. ketiga, about family, yes we are no longer living under preasure of financial hahahah sounds weird. and......about my love lifes, hmmm what should i share about my love life? sebenernya sih pgn share banyak tapi ga tau gmn mulainya...
beebrapa hari yang lalu baru nganter pacar ke stasiun. it feel so hurt when i know that illl be far apart AGAIN from him. ya emang ga kyk jkt-aussie sih, but still udah ga pgn jauh2 lg sama dia. really, i didnt want far a part from him, but the situatuon force me..
aku ngerasa aku banyak berubah semenjak masuk kuliah. maybe im just too busy with my own activities, with my new world. i really really sorry buat orang yg ngerasa aku berubah. terutama mama. im sorry i become more rude or whatever it is.and someone who really knows me well, im so sorry about this,love..
PLEASE! i want to be the old me with now conditions. can i do that? please please i don't wanna hurt more people feeling. i dont want to hurt his feeling :'(
om so sorry, don't know what to do. aduh. galau. amat sangat galau..
all i can do is saying sorry..
its really bad. bad feeling. my fault, my bad. and i have to fix it. but how?

oh memories.. :)

2010-02-16T21:47:00.002+11:00

It’s been so long since I updated this blog. I have many much stories to tell. I don’t know which one I should start. Hmmmmm, let’s start from the happiest day in my life. This moment happened few months ago. Nearly a month after I broke up with my boyfriend; we still love each other like old times,tho.

Jumat siang, 30 oktober 2009.
Ada sms masuk yang isinya kira-kira isinya dia nitipin surat ke temennya yang lagi di jogja buat ngasih suratnya ke gue. Temennya mau dateng ke sekolah gue. deg deg deg deg kok gue ngerasa aneh ya?kenapa gue deg2an padahal cuma temennya yang mau dateng ke skolah. Apa suratnya yang bikin gue deg degan?
Sebelum pulang skolah
Dia sms lagi bilang, temennya ga bisa nganter suratnya ke sekolah. Dan gue diminta gue ngambil ke rumahnya. Saking penasarannya sama isi surat yang dia tulis buat gue (karena dia ga pernah bisa romantis jadi penasaran banget pengen tau isi suratnya :p) gue setuju buat ngambil surat di rumah temennya. Tapi waktu siap2 ga tau kenapa ya,gue ngerasa gue bakal ketemu dia. Soalnya akhir2 itu dia aneh banget. Yang nanya2 alamat gue di jogja, skolah gue tepatnya di mana, pulang jam brapa, makin rajin nanya jadwal les, pulang les jam brapa, les jam brapa aja, dll. Biasanya dia ga sedetail itu nanyanya. Paling dia Cuma minta di kabarin kalo gue mau pergi les dan kmana2nya. Tapi ini he acts little bit weird.
Berangkatlah gue siang itu dengan sedikit dandan dan pake baju pergi. Awalnya mau Cuma pake rok skolah sama tshirt doang, tapi ga tau kenapa gue berubah pikiran milih pake baju pergi dan sedikit ribet siap2nya. Sampe di tempat yang di janjikan gue ga liat temennya. Ya emang gue ga tau orangnya tapi kan seenggaknya dia ngasih tau gue tmnnnya pake baju apa. Tapi ini dia malah ribet nlvnin gue berkali2 nanya gue dimana kok ga nyampe2. Ternyata gue salah nunggu!hahahaha after a while dan tanya sana sini dia nyuruh gue ke jalan arah ke smk apaaa gitu gue lupa namanya. Sempet gue berenti bentar buat nanya dan dia tetep nelvon gue buat ngontrol gue udah dimana. Akhirnya nyampe jug gue di depan smk. Gue bilang gue udah di dpn smk. Sambil ngomong gue liat ke kaca spion daaaaaan..gue melihat 2 sosok lelaki. Satu ga gue kenal dan yang satu kyknya gue kenal. Langsung gue tutup tlvnnya. Gue nengok dan JENG JENG JEEENG! Bener itu orang yang gue harapkan!hahaha seneng banget gue sampe saking senengnya gue blm matiin mobil, lupa ngosongin gigi tapi kopling langsung gue lepas saking kaget dan senengnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!Can you imagine how happy I was?!So damn HAPPY! :D
Kata2 pertama yang bisa keluar dari mulut gue Cuma “kok kamu bisa sampe sini?”
Dia jawabnya Cuma nyengir doang trus langsung ngasih suratnya. Dia sama tmnnya nemenin gue puter balik trus ke rumah tmnnnya bentar nunggu dia ganti baju. Sambil nunggu sambil gue baca suratnya. IT WAS SO SWEET LETTER. Jujur aja ya, baru kali ini gue dapet surat cinta yang sebagus ini hahahhaha dia yang malu2 gitu waktu gue baca suratnya sambil lirik2 dia. Kalo lagi malu2 gitu tu yang bikin gue makin makin makiiin gemes sama dia hehe..
After that,we decided to go to malioboro. Biasalah orang kota blm pernah ke malioboro :D. Disana kita jalan bentar liat2 gelang trus muterin mall skalian ngadem, duduk2 bntar di food court, ngobrol2, dan pulang karena gue harus les malemnya -_-
Tapiiiii ternyata malemnya gue memutuskan buat cabut les (padahal hari itu lagi fisika) buat jalan sama dia :D gue ajak adek gue buat kerjasama dan ternyata dia mau hehe
Akhirnya mlm itu gue jalan lagi sama dia. Kebetulan gue blm makan jadi gue ngajak dia ke benteng vrederburg yang kbetuan lg ada festival kuliner disana. Sayangnya gue lupa bawa kamera jadinya ga foto2 deh kita . Naaaaaah, waktu lagi makan di benteng ini salah satu kejadian yang ga bisa gue lupain dan GA AKAN gue lupain.
Lagi makan gitu, dengan manjanya gue minta suapin hahaha kan kesempatan walapun sebenernya gue blm balikan sama dia*parah ya? * trus habis mkana tiba2 dia ngmng gini
“aku bingung ni ngmngnya gimana”
Gue bingung maksud dia apa, gue bilang aja “ngomong apa?”
Dengan gugup dia ngeluarin CINCIN dan bilang “sebenernya aku mau ngasih ini ke kamu” sambil malu2 gitu bilangnya.uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh.ga tau harus gimana gue Cuma bisa diem,speechless. Kaget, seneng, gugup, malu, semua jadi satu.
Belum sempet gue bilang apa2, he ask me to become his girlfriend again!O-M-G! ga nyangka secepet ini dia bilang gini. Ga nyangka secepet ini dia ngajakin balikan. He also asked me about a thing.*I didn’t have to tell everyone about the thing. And I answer yessssss  so, WE OFFICIALLY TOGETHER AGAIN  
He put the ring on my finger and he also had one for him. We had the same ring. Sweet,huh? :D
Ga akan pernah lupa gmn cara dia mandang gue mlm itu yang bikin gue meleleh seleleh lelehnya. *cieeee haha*. Karena waktu yang terbatas, gue harus balik karena ijinnya les. Jemput aya dulu abis itu nganter dia pulang soalnya dia ga tau jalan di jogja. Nyampe di rumah, gue Cuma bisa senyum2 kyk orang gila. Akhirnya penantian gue dateng juga hahaha…
and the next day, we spent Saturday night together. Siangnya jalan lagi ke malioboro krna dia mau cari gelang. Sepanjang jalan malioboro dia lama banget milih gelang sama kalungnya. Secara ya orang yang seneng banget sama gelang bgitu liat gelang banyak langsung bingung mau beli yang mana saking pengen semuanya di beli. Dengan penuh kesabaran gue nemenin dia liat-liat gelang karena gue juga seneng barang2 di sana hehe.
Next destination is movie box. Tapi sayangnya kita ga dapet tmpt. Sekalinya ada jam 10 mlm. Memutuskan ga jadi nonton kita jalan2 aja muter2. Lewat BANDARA, trus berenti di halaman seberang rmh gue. trus ngobrol banyak, ‘share everything’ dan ga kerasa udah mlm. Gue nganter dia pulang ke rmh tmnnya tp dia yang bawa mbil,trus gue balik deh. sebenernya ga sesederhana itu sih mlm minggu gue sama dia mlm itu. Tapi ga usah lah ya gue cerita disini kyk apa detailnya soalnya kepanjangan hahaha :p pokoknya intinya, MLM MINGGU YANG TAK KAN TERLUPAKAN. Mlm minggu itu kerasa banget gue deket sama dia 
Karena terbatasnya waktu, dia harus balik ke Jakarta minggunya  gue ga bisa ngenter soalnya gue ada acara bimbel di ugm . akhirnya dia pulang dengan meninggalkan sejuta kenangan indah tak terlupakan disini :D
Ga akan gue lupa gmn pengorbanan dia sampe ke jogja CUMA buat ketemu gue,ngasih surat, ngasih cincin dan ngajakin balikan. Sekarang, gue udah jalan hampir 2 tahun sama dia,dan gue ga pernah ngerasa bosen sedikitpun sama dia. He gives me new things every day. You really have to know, he’s the best man that I’ve ever had. A man that I simply adore and I love him sooo madly.. 
Thanks to Joel Patianom; my only baby and the man I loves so much; Thanks for the love, the sharing, the caring, the understanding, thanks for everything.. 

please dont leave me - pink

2009-07-13T23:10:00.002+10:00

Please Dont Leave Me (Live at MuchMusic 22.09.2008) - P!nk

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da

Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no

You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me

facebook lemot bikin males

2009-04-30T15:24:00.002+10:00

gue akhir-akhir ini jadi males ni buka facebook.tau knp?lemooooot banget sekarang.
semua anak2 gaul udah pada punya facebook semua jadi over populated deh facebook jadinya makin lemotlah facebook yang berdampak facebook gue jarang gue urusin

DAM DAM

2009-03-25T20:58:00.003+11:00

Heeeeeeeeey I feel so bad I didn’t update this blog for a loooong time.im so sorry about that. I have a really busy and hard life,you know?haha
I have many and lots stories to tell and I don’t know which one I should start first.
As you know,im not live in Australia anymore.i already went back to indo on January 15th 2009

It’s still on my mind when our plane landed on Soekarta-Hatta international airport, Jakarta.
One of the flight attendant: “good evening, passenger’s .welcome to Sokarna-Hatta international airport, Jakarta. Blablablablabla…
Deg deg deg deg.deg2an bgt gue begitu gue tau gue udah mendarat di Jakarta.dalam hitungan menit gue bisa ketemu tmn2 gue yang sethn gue tinggalin di jkt hehe dan kalo cwo gue jemput,gue juga bisa KETEMU DIA!huaaaaaaaa
Ngantri imigrasi rasanya lama dan panjaaaaaaang bgt.blm apa2 gue udah bete duluan.gue sempet mikir pasti ni orang2 ga jadi jemput gue.abisnya ge ngabarin gue sama skali.ga nanya gue di terminal brapa.secara gue juga ga bisa ngehubungin mrk. Sim card optus gue ga bisa aktif di indo.

Setelah ambil bagasi,gue keluar dengan ga sabarnya.tengok kiri ga ada yang gue kenal,tengok kanan,ada orang2 melambaikan tangan ke gue,secara gue yang duluan keluar dari situ langsung ngeh kalo itu lambaian tangan buat gue,nyokap sama adek2 gue.tanpa babibu dan tanpa nungguin nyokap sama adek2 gue,lansung gue lari ngabur ke tmn2 gue.gue pelukin mrk satu2. sabila,tiffany,nadia,mutya,inka,putri.

Mutya:”wah ga berubah lo yu,Cuma makin panjang rambutnya”
Tiffany:”iya,ga gendut juga kok,yu”
Nadia:”iya iya makin kurus malah”
Gue:”apaan sih,gue makin item tau ga.kalian tu yang makin cantik2”

Ada juga si aldo,fadel,raja si anak baru yang akhirnya gue knalan sama dia HAHAHA
Setelah basa basi sama bude gue yang juga jemput gue,gue di culik ke semanggi.awalnya nyokap gue agak ragu ngeblhin gue.secara gue baru beberapa menit yang lalu nyampe di indo,duduk di pesawat 7stngh jam dan skrng udah diajakin pergi.tapi atas bujukan dan rayuan tmn2 gueyang cantik2 ini, nyokap gue akhirnya ngeblhin pergi.kita makan di semanggi,foto2,dan ketemu mas2 pelayan yang super rese dan ngambek karna dia kita cuekin hahahaha.pulangnya kita nyasar entah kmana gara2 gue ga tau jalan ke rmh bude gue trus nyampe rmh jam 11 kurang.

Ya walapun cwo gue ga jadi jemput,ga apa2 lah.kan masih ada tmn2 gue yang heboh,cerewet,rame,hobi ketawa,hobi ngatain orang,dan cantik2 itu.makasih ya sayang2ku,I loves y’all every single day of my forever deh hahahaha muah
Ok,that is my first story.my second story is about ME AND HIM. That was my second day in Jakarta..

Pagi itu bude gue berencana ngajakin kita ke taman anggrek,dan gue ke sana siang. Gue smsan sama cwo gue ngsh tau kali hari itu gue mau ke TA dan berharap dy mau nyusul.eh ternyata bnr,dy mau nyusul tanpa gue minta.ya Cuma gue pancing sih hehe
Lama bgt gue nunggu dy,dy pake ketiduran dulu,pake mandi dulu,pake kejebak macet dulu dan tiba2 waktu gue makan di platinum ada sms di hp gue
“Say,aku udah nyampe ni.lagi cari parkir”
Deg deg deg deg.langsung gue ga laper.teriyaki di depan gue langsung ga menarik lagi buat gue.mual,malu,ga sabar pgn ketemu,deg2an,smua campur jadi satu.akhirnya setelah itu dy sms gue lg bilang dy udah di pintu depan.gue ajak ke platinum ketemu nyokap gue dia bilang malu.yaudah akhirnya gue turun - -
Dalam perjalanan turun ke lantai dasar dari lantai 3,deg2an bgt gue.ga konsen liatin jalan.sengaja ga pake lift biar agak lama.sblm itu sempet ke wc dulu mempebaiki penampilan.

Di deket pintu keluar,gue sms lg nanya dia yang masuk atau gueyang keluar.eh dia bilang gue aja yang keluar.nah lo makin jantung gue udah kyk mau copot.udah kyk org gila gue berdiri deket tangga naik ke pintu utama sambil mondar mandir dengan muka merah.karena udah diliatin sama satpam gue putusin buat keluar.dy bilang dy ada di sebelah kanan pintu keluar.DEG DEG DEG DEG

Begitu jalan mau ke pintu,gue udah menangkap sosok yang ga asing lg*cieee hahaha.langsung gue simpulkan itu cowo gue.begitu keluar,gue udah liat dy berdiri nungguin gue.tapi gue pura2 ga liat dan main hp.setelah nyampe depan lg.gue speechless dan cuma bisa senyum. Dy pake jaket,daleman putih,tas item kecil,celana panjang,spatu sneakers addidas,sabuk quicksilver dan senyum ke GUE!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Dy nawarin gue permen and guess what?!he’s hand is shaking!hahahahaha tanpa mikir gue bilang
“santai aja lg,aku ga gigit kok”.eh dynya Cuma nyengir.setelah lama kita berdiri disana,sampe kepanasan akhirnya dy ngajakin ke kmr mandi *jgn mikir yg enggak2 hahaha dy ke wc cwo dan gue ke wc cwe.keluar2 dari wc dy udah nungguin gue.abis itu kita bingung mau kmn.mondar mandir kyk org ga jelas.TA hari itu lg rame bgt.soalnya lg thn baru china.mknnya bnyak bgt org2 cina.
Diajakin makan dy udah mkn dan gue juga udah mkn teriyaki walaupun setengah,diajakin ntn dia udah ntn semua filmnya,ditanya kmn dia jawab terserah,dia Tanya balik ke gue ya gue juga jawab terserah.gue juga bingung mau ngapain.akhirnya karna gue haus gue beli eskrim dan bikin iri dy yg ga gue blhin mkn eskrim soalnya dy lg sakit tenggorokan.ga tau mau kmn lg akhirnya kita ntnin orang2 main ice skeating.ketawa2 ngeliatin orang jatoh,cerita kesana kesini,sampe yg disekitar kita udah pada ganti orgnya kita masih disitu asik ngobrol.akhirnya bosen juga,kita jalan lg.dy ngajakin ke gramed.sempet kaget gue.dia?ke gramed?mau ngapain?ternyata liat2 komik.trus liat2 gitar.abis dari gramed kita ngelewatin toko boneka dan gue ajakin masuk,ada kejadian disitu yg ga usah gue certain hehe.trus abis itu kita nyari tmpt buat duduk.trus foto2 abis itu pulang soalnya udah mlm.dy nganterin gue pulang dan hampir nyasar karena lagi2 gue ga tau jalan.untung dianya peka sama jalan2 daerah situ,tanda2 di daerah situ.padahal gue BERHARAP KITA NYASAR hehe.akhirnya nyampelah kita dirumah bude gue.gue ajakin masuk buat ketemu nyokap tp nyokap t lg ada keperluan jadi dy ketemu sama bude gue sambil gemeteran aaaa lucunyaaaa :D

akhirnya setelah itu dy pulang dan gue pandangin dy sampe menghilang di ujung belokan hehe
Beberapa hari kemudian,waktu gue mau ke jogja karna ga dapet skolah di jkt sama bogor,dia juga nganterin gue ke airport.tmn2 gue kali ini ga bisa nganterin karna pada sekolah. Dy udah nyampe rmh gue 3 jam sblm gue brangkat ke airport.dia kenalan dulu sama nyokap,bude sama pakde gue hahaha

Nyampe di airport,ga nunggu lama gue udah harus masuk waiting room.untungnya nyokap gue udah check in sebelum gue sama cowo gue nyapmpe di airport.bener2 deh ga mau gue ke jogja waktu itu.masih pgn lama2an sama dia.baru 2 kali ketemu,gue udah harus pergi lagi..

Sekarang gue sama dia udah mau sethn ga nyangka bgt gue bisa secepet ini.perasaan baru beberapa minggu yg lalu dia ngasih comment di fs gue,minta ym gue,cerita2 dan akhirnya dkt
insyaAllah dy mau main ke jogja liburan skolah,mudah2an jadi.ga sabar,ya Allaaaaaah.hehe

i want to watch....

2009-01-22T21:58:00.003+11:00

1.
CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC

2.
BRIDE WARS

Vampire Scent

2009-01-20T21:27:00.002+11:00

wanna have smell like the cold but hot vampire like edward cullen?try this parfume.he likes human blood but the monsters’ favorite fragrance is decidedly sweeter.its ONLY $48!!GO AND GRAB THEM!! :D

hanya khayalan

2009-01-17T22:50:00.007+11:00

oh,why you aren't real,edward?why you just a character on big screen?why you not come into my life and be my romeo?

home-work

2009-01-10T22:14:00.021+11:00

i got this from kak lala,she tag me so i just do it :)

RULE:
The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results,and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

The Age of next birthday

My birthday will be on 19th of july and i'll be 17!!!waaaaa feel old?yeah kinda.i have so many hope but i cant tell y'all :P

Place I'd like to Travel

MALDIVES!!!how awesome is that place!i will go there someday :)

A Favorite Place

Tembagapura is always on the list of my favorite place.my most favorite place in this sweet little town is sh hv but i cant find it on google hahaha so i just put that picture

A Favorite Food

I LOVE ITALIAN FOOD.i put this photo cuz the first photo i cant open dont know why.
i like indonesian fod too!hahahaha

A Favorite Thing

i have many favorite things,like shopping,eating,dreaming,and many more but this time i put hangin' out with people that i love is my most favorite things.how sweet is that?so sweet hahahaha
this is the picture when i wrote hanging out with people i love in google hahaha

A City was Born

i was born in beautifull town called Jogjakarta.until now,when i visit this town i just feel so comfortable and i lovin' it so much.there's many things that you cant find in other city and you can only find it in my born town :)

Nickname I Had

most of people called me ayu but i like when people call me ay :p

A Favorite Color

my favorite color is natural color.i love all the natural color

College Major

i haven't go to college yet,but i have dream college. UNIVERSITY OF SYDNEY. i want to finish my bachelor of bussiness or bachelor of economics there :)

Name of My Love

Joel Manoach Adiprana Patianom. :)
i cant find it in google so i decided to put the photo that i save on my laptop :)*and i love this picture
do you know what?i love him so much.i know its sound too much but i really meant it :) i loves him like crazy :D aaaaaw

A Hobby

I LOVE TO DANCE I ADDICTED TO DANCE.and i always do.its like serious hobby for me,cuz my mom and dad didnt want me to be a dancer -_-
i didnt really like ballet dance,but this is the first pic come up in google.i love modern dance and i can dance indonesian dance too! :)

A Bad Habbit

negative thinking.i dont know why.i try to over it but i just cant.but i'll try.always try :)

My Wishlist
1.GO HOME TO INDONESIA AS SOON AS POSSIBLE

2. Happily ever after :)

3. i have more than 2 wish lists and i cant tell you all of it cuz it takes a day to get it done hahahaahah *not really

i tag everyone who want to do this thingy

this is freakin' me out

2009-01-06T21:30:00.007+11:00

my cousin told me about what happen in 2012.when he told me,i didnt believe what he said.because he always annoy me to do such silly things.but he said "ya udah deh,kalo lo ga percaya.klik aja di google.ketik ada apa di 2012"

tadi gue udah buka facebook,friendster,check blog,buka bebo,ol di ym,ol di msn.dan akhirnya i get bored.so,gue putuskan buat iseng buka google indonesia dan nyari tentang ada apa di 2012.muncul bnyak yg ngebahas ttg itu.gue buka aja yg pertama.itu blognya orang yg ngebahas soal itu.dan berentung ternyata dy org indo,jadi gue ga perlu baca bacaan yg bikin kepala gue pusing.

ni urlnya kalo mau baca
http://mysensitivity.wordpress.com/2008/03/11/ada-apa-dengan-bumi-pada-21-desember-2012/

gue tau kiamat itu cuma di tgn Allah dan ga ada yg tau.tapi this is kinda freakin' me out.sebagai manusia boleh lah gue takut atau tepatnya was was,soalnya gue masih belom punya anak,masih belom kawin,masih belom jadi diplomat,masih blm ngebahagiain org tua gue(cie),masih bnyak dosa dan mau tobat.hehe
bukannya gue percaya ramalan,tapi.....ga tau deh ah
ini kan cuma informasi2 dari scientist sama NASA.tapi gue tetep aja penasaran sama kebenarannya hehe

(my)Role Model

2009-01-03T22:52:00.009+11:00

1. Agyness Deyn

she is awesome,have a simple style but stunning.she makes my eyes cant stop look at the stuff that she wear.

2. Hyoni Kang

the first asian model.
It's been a whirlwind year for the nineteen-year-old who won the Ford Supermodel of the World contest back in January--the first Asian in to do so in history.she had debut on the catwalks of Marc by Marc Jacobs, 3.1 Phillip Lim, and Jason Wu
awwww i love her!

3. Chanel Iman

she was born for the role of supermodel!Chanel nailed her first full season of shows with an A-list lineup that included Marc Jacobs, Proenza Schouler, Dolce & Gabbana, Alexander McQueen, and Valentino. She would have done Louis Vuitton and Lanvin, too, except she was only fifteen at the time of Fashion Week and, being a minor, couldn't work on Sunday in Paris.fifteen,guys!!15!!

p.s i always want that chanel bag.no matter how old that bag is.

4. Skye Stracke

With porcelain-doll features and Rapunzel-like locks, this Aussie is charming the fashion world.and she just 17 years old!

muka putih tak berjerawat

2009-01-02T23:31:00.003+11:00

lagi iseng dan ga ada kerjaan,isng2 gue buka2 video lagu yg lg jadi top hits di aussie.salah satunya poker face by lady gaga.
tumben2an bufferingnya lama.ya lumayan lama.pas gue lg nunggu,ke pause mukanya lady gaga close up di depan kamera.melotot gue liat mukanya yg putih halu tak berjerawat.coba kalo gue yg di close up gitu,camera man nya lngsung pingsan liat muka gue di close up tanpa make up.dengan make up pun ga mungkin sesempurna mukanya lady gaga

ni ya gue print screen

ya Allaaaaaaaaah mulus banget

Pussycat Dolls aw

2008-12-31T12:39:00.007+11:00

hari ini seperti biasanya MEMBOSANKAN.mlm thn baru kyk gini biasanya org2 ga sabar nunggu entar mlm.ada yg thn baruan sama cowoknya,sama tmn2nnya dan sedangkan gue yg menyedihkan ini cuma dirumah dan doing nothing!wow so fun,isn't?!
ya gue masih mempertimbangkan ajakan tmn2 gue buat'par-teey' entar mlm,tapi ada beberapa faktor yg bikin gue ragu buat ikut.biasalah pertimbangan org indo yg pergaulannya ga sebebas org sini.
abisnya rencananya kita mau pulangtapi ga jadi,kita pgn ke syd tp yakin dengan seyakin yakinnya ga akan dapet hotel,jadi...pasrah deh ga ngapa2in di rumah.tidur mungkin.

dari pada berlarut dalam kesedihan yg menyedihkan,gue cari tiket deh di ticketek.abisnya bokap gue bolehin gue ntn pussycatdolls di bulan mei,ya sebagai ganti gue ga balik indo januari ini.tadinya gue mikir,'idih mending gue pulang deh dari pada buang2 duit 150 dolar buat ntn konser'
tapi lama2 gue mikir,ya boleh juga sih.dan sekarang i feel so so so pumped to watch them.gmn ga?tau ga siapa guest starnya?LADY GAGA.ah makin menggebu2 ni gue.gue harus ngehafalin lagu2 barunya biar gue bisa ikutan nyanyi hahaha
GA SABAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.ada yg mau ikut anyone?gue pesenin tiket skalian :D

DUMMY HOPE

2008-12-29T17:55:00.004+11:00

bnr kan feeling gue.blm tentu gue bisa pulang januari.katakutan gue terbukti juga.barusan aja bokap gue pulang dari kerja dan bilang kalo kontrak kerjanya di perpanjang dan gue balik juni thn depan atau ga april.gue diem aja.dongkol lah gue!gmn enggak,bokap gue udah bilang2 gue balik januari,gue udah seneng,awalnya gue ga mau balik januari,tp gue usaha buat nyerah trus nerima kalo gue harus balik januari dan ga bisa balik sini lg.eh bgitu gue udah mau,skrng dibilang gue ga balik januari.aaaaaaargh!#@$%^$%@$FRDTGFYBhjrtvne7454
kalo gue balik april gue mau,enak aja!dikirain sekolah gue mainan apa,dikira gampang pindah di tengah semester trus ngejar pelajaran?!dikira otak gue otak robot yg bisa cepet nyesuaiin smua
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh
nyesek.pgn nangis.bilang apa gue sama tmn2 gue?!ah tai
dulu gue ga mau ikut ke aussie karena gue emang ga mau.smua maksa gue buat ikut.nah gini kan skrng.ngelanjutin disini salah,pulang juga salah.sampe kapan gue mau diginii.mrk yg ga sekolah sih enak,tapi gue?dikira gampang adaptasi sama pelajaran,orang2 disekolah?susah kali!susah bgt.gue capek gini terus,gue pgn udahan.gue ga mau lg cuma ngikut apa yg mrk mau,gue punya keinginan gue sndiri,gue cpk DIJANJIIN yg ga pasti

yo yo yo haha

2008-12-21T23:44:00.005+11:00

iseng2 pgn liat chris brown,gue iseng ntnin video2 clip dy dari awal dy terkenal.dari run it sampe forever.dan yang menarik perhatian gue,satu video yang berjudul yo(excuse me miss).masa di video itu cwenya ga bgt sih.menurut gue ya cwenya norak dan ga cantik.beruntung bgt dy dipilih jadi model video clip.modal tampang mulus doang.rrrrr mending juga gue hahaha canda
kalo gue yg digituin,aaaaaaaaa pingsan duluan gue hahaha ga juga

Music Video:

Music Video Code by Video Code Zone

abis itu...

2008-12-18T22:02:00.004+11:00

liburan ini bener bener ga gue nikmati.gmn mau menikmati kalo tiap liburan gue harus pack2 barang buat pindah LAGI ke tempat lain.berhubung gue orangnya suka menunda segala hal,jadinya gue entaran aja pack barang2.yang ada tiap hari gue bangun,mandi,makan,pergi,pulang,tidur,mkn lagi,depan laptop,tidur lagi.gitu juga hari berikutnya.gituuu mulu.kalo pergi juga paling ntn,jalan2,MAKAN!

badan kerasa berat.jarang olh raga lagi,ga ikut dance lagi tapi mkn makin bnyak gara2liburan yg ga ngapa2in jadi kerjaannya cuma makan makan dan makan.merasa ga sehat,mana mama masak enak selama gue liburan.huaaah makin meledak perut gue yg blm sempet kempes huhu.
bagus sih buat badan gue biar gemukan dikit,biar badan gue berisi.karena itu cita2 gue.tapi bukannya lemaknya merata tapi perut dan bagian yg tidak perlu di sebutkan yg makin menjadi2 -_-.

hari ini:
-bangun tidur jam 9 lewat.sikat gigi,cuci muka,trus ntn tv sambil ngemil.lama2 pgn mkn nasi,trus makan deh nasi.abis itu balik lg duduk.ga lama setelah itu menawarkan diri ngebantuin mama berhubung gue anak yang berbakti*cieee,trus abis itu baca novel,lama bgt baca novel ga abis2 akhirnya gue memutuskan buat duduk2 depan jendela sambil dgr ipod,tiba2 keinget blm sms sang pujaan hati hahaha trus sms dy,abis itu gue matiin ipod trus baca novel lagi sambil nunggu tmn.ga dateng2 tmn gue trus gue sms,abis sms tmn gue mandi.
abis mandi tmn gue dateng.ngobrol deh kita,dy ngobrol sama aya,trus gue tduran dgr ipod,trus makan lagi kita.
abis itu lanjutin duduk2 ngobrol trus gue ol sama pinka!aaaa udah lama gue ga ngobrol sana sini sama dy!kangen banget ya ampun.abis itu gue off disuruh mkn,
abis itu gue mkn setelah mkn tmn gue buka bebo bntar abis itu gue isi ni blog.gue yakin abis update ini gue mau ntn amazing race bntar abis itu lanjutin baca novel,sms pacar,ngobrol sama tmn gue yg mlm ini nginep rmh gue sampe subuh trus tidur.

hmmm begitu selanjutnya liburan gue yg membosankan.mana tmn2 gue yg lain pada pulang kampung semua soalnya bntar lagi natal.huaaaaah

P.S 28 hari lagi*tunggu aku pulang smua :)

BARGAIN!!!

2008-12-15T16:48:00.005+11:00

hari ini hari pertama gue liburan dan ga masuk sekolah.inilah enaknya jadi senior,liburan duluan dari junior2 yg lain hahaha
selagi ga ada kerjaan di rumah gue nemenin nyokap ke kantor pos trus kita jalan2. awalnya mau nyari hadiah natal buat bokap,trus ke toko mainan beliin si adit mainan,trus ke 141 on main liat2 baju dan keluar dari situ gue dapet gelang lucu banget dan mama dapte anting2 gitu deh.itu enaknya belanja sama nyokap,ga perlu keluar duit sendiri bnyak.
abis itu mama ngajak ke vinnies.vinnies itu toko yg jual barang2 bekas antik yg hasil penjualannya di sumbangin ke charity.awalnya gue ga mau,ngapain sih ke sana,mau beli apaan juga.masa gue mau beli baju bekas.males2an gue masuk toko.eh ternyataaaa begitu masuk tokonya bagus banget,rapi dan penuh barang2 antik.mata gue langsung tertuju ke tempat2 aksesoris. gue ngeliat tas vintage lucu banget.dari kulit bentuknya rada kotak rada bulet warnanya coklat tua.wooow tanpa basabasi gue ambil tu tas,gue coba dan cocok!hahaha abis itu gue balik lg ke tempat tas2,gue nemu lagi tas kotak warna coklat muda.begitu gue cek isinya buat tempat make up!huaaaaa lucu banget.langsung gue ambil,bgitu cek harga ternyata murah BANGET!makin girang gue.bayangin aja tas kulit yang bagusnya na'ujubilah itu cuma 5 dolar,tas coklatnya cuma 2 dolar!BARGAIN!!hahahahaha
ternyata ada untungnya ya gue mau masuk toko gituan :)

2

2008-12-13T19:36:00.005+11:00

gue baru aja selesai buka facebook,iseng gue view2 tmn yg gue punya dan gue tertarik buka punya si cewek satu ini.gue liat2 foto2nya astaghfirullaaaaaaah cantik banget dy.ga mampu gue secantik dy.makin bnyak aja manusia2 cantik,putih,berbadan langsing,berambut aduhay.gue jadi merasa hina dan ga ada apa2nya.gue kebalikan dari mereka2.gue jd mikir,kalo misalnya gue jadi model kasian agency nya soal nya harus make over gue habis habisan.

1. dimulai dari rambut,rambut gue yg kata orang bagus tapi sebenernya ga ada bagus2nya.udah mulai coklat dan kadang bercabang.entah mrk harus apain rambut gue biar jadi ok kyk rambutnya inka atau perfect kyk rambut2 model iklan shampoo di tv

2. kedua mka gue yg ada jerawat atau tepatnya bekas jerawat dimana2.gu einget bgt saat2 gue bnyak jerawat.skrng aja msh ada.zzz jerawat jerawat itu terlalu sayang sama gue sampe ga mau ninggalin muka gue.mau pake obat dari yg 40 ribu sampe ratusan ribu juga teteeeep aja nempel di muka gue zz selain itu mereka juga harus ngilangin bekas luka2 gue yg ada di kaki gue,tangan gue dll

3. ketiga mereka harus mutihin gue.gatau pake apa.yg satu ini blm pernah gue coba.sbnrnya gue suka sama warna kulit gue yg sekarang,tapi kadang kalo lagi dekil gue bnr2 kyk anak kampung yang abis main layangan di lapangan,apa lg kalo gue keringeten.ampun deh,cwo jelek aja ga mau ngelirik gue

4. mereka harus bikin badan gue jadi bagus dan berisi.ga tau gmn caranya

5. setelah itu mrk harus masukin gue ke kelas gmn caranya jadi model yg baik

mungkin gue kedengeran freak sama kecantikan gitu2 ya,tp ga kok kan ini cuma seandainya.cuma lamunan org bnyak maunya.

--inget2 soal model,td gue nyelesaiin baca novel.trus di novel itu ceritanya cwe SMA jadian sama vokalis band terkenal di indonesia,trus mrk putus untuk ke dua kalinya gara2 infotainment yg bilang kalo cwonya selingkuh sama model.tapi itu tu ga bnr.itu cuma akal2nya si model doang.nah gue jadi flashback sama apa yg pernah gue alamani dan langsung,JEGER!kok kyk nya gue pernah gini ya?ya walaupun dulu sahabat*ga tau gue msh bisa anggap dy sahabat gue atau ga* bukan model tapi want to be a model atau baru model lokal di daerahnya gitu deh,ga ngerti gue.sakit hati gue keluar lg nginget2 itu.dy itu ngegoda mantan gue yg dulu masih berstatus pacar gue,dan begonya mantan gue tergoda dan lbh begonya lagi gue masih bisa maafin mrk berdua.gue sungguh sangat bodoh dan goblok.mau2nya gue dibegoing org yg udah hampir gue anggap sahabat gue,sama cwo yg gue sayang*dulu*.
buat yg ngrasa maaf ya,gue ga bermaksud ngejelek2 lo,lgian gue ga mencantumkan nama lo kok.ya walaupun mungkin ada yg tau siapa gadis yg ku maksud ini.gue bukannya mau bikin org2 yg mikir yg enggak2,tapi gue cuma pgn lo tau rasanya disakitin sama org terdekat dan kalian semua harus berhati2 wakakakakakak apaan sih gue.dan gue bukannya masih sayang sama tu cwo sampe ngungkit2 ini dan masih sakit hati,tapi kejadian ini ga bisa ilang dari ingatan gue.kalo gue bisa hapus ini dari ingatan gue udah gue hapus dari dulu2.makasih buat sahabat gue yg berbaik hati ngsh tau atau tepatnya keceplosan ngmng soal ini ke gue hahaha

FIGHT

2008-12-09T17:53:00.003+11:00

hari ini saya melihat kejadian mengerikan saat mau pulang sekolah dari gadis yg saya bisa bilang lumayan liar lah ya.mereka berantem dan saya melihatnya dengan mata kepala saya sendiri.
awalnya saya hanya melihat satu gadis kelas 8 berambut blonde dan berbadan bongsor seperti sudah kelas 11an*gue aja kalah gedenya*.sebut saja isisialnya 'E' nangis dikelilingin tmn2nya.satu gadis berambut hitam yg mukanya sudah berapi2.awalnya saya tidak peduli dan berpikir palingan juga masalah lelaki. tiba-tiba ada suara tmn2 lelaki mrk bilang "fight!fight!fight!fight!"
dan saat melewati mereka dan saya menoleh ke arah mereka,si gadis2 ini sudah memulai pertengkaran dan si aya mau ntn jadi kita harus berenti dan menonton.

gadis blonde :you slut!get off me!
gadis berambut hitam : aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ga lama tmnnya si gadis berambut hitam membantu.jadilah pertengkaran 2 vs 1.SANGAT MENGERIKAN
mereka saling jambak2an,tabok2an,tampar2an.sampai akhirnya ada guru yg datang melerai mereka.yaaaah padahal lagi seru haha.oh tidak!mengerikan seklai!mereka sangat liar dan uncontrol!padahal mrk cwe!enggak deh saya mencari gara gara dengan gadis sini,bisa bisa saya botak di jambakin hahahahahha canda

2008-12-08T22:49:00.004+11:00

PLEASE,LET ME TAKE WHAT I WANT. LET ME BELIVE WHAT I WANT TO BELIEVE. DONT PUSH ME TO DO WHAT I DONT WANNA DO.PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. PLEASE LET ME

huaaaaaaaaa

2008-12-06T20:46:00.004+11:00

lagi main makeover sama Dhea di kamar trus tiba2 papa dateng dan duduk trus nanya
p:menurut kamu gmn yu?
a:gmn apanya pa?
p:tentang kita pulang januari ini
a:hmm kalo pulang buat menetap sih ayu gmn yaarada berat soalnya kan harus ngejar plajaran cari tmn baru lagi dll,ayu capek pa
p:iya sih,tapi kalo km pulang juni jadinya km trn sethn.mau?
a:aaa ga mauu
p:wah maaf ya jadi gini,papa ga mikirin ini sblmnya
a:hmmm

percakapan terus berlanjut sampe satu keluarga nimbrung dan duduk2 di kamar gue,obrak abrik kasur gue zzz

m:ayu sih maunya di jakarta,soalnya pacarnya di jakarta
a:apa sih ma*sambil senyum2 ga jelas dan sok sibuk depan kaca
m:iya,soalnya berat diongkos,kalo blm diisiin pulsa duit tabungannya abis buat beli pulsa
a:*gue diem aja senyum2
m:kalo internet sih jalan terus
p:loh kan bisa webcaman trus tlvn2an,pacar km sekolah mana,yu?

(tiba2 si krucil2 nyambung)

ya:home schooling pa!
a:apa sih ya!
p:hahaaha org mana?
ya:org kalimantan
p:kalimantannya mana?
ya:ga tau tu pa!tnya aja sama ka ayu
p:kalimantannya mana yu?ketemu dmn km sama dy?*Sambil senyum2 ga jelas

setelah itu blm sempet gue jawab gue udah ngabur keluar kamar dengan muka merah zzz

bayangin!sebelum2nya kalo bokap gue nanya pacar gue siapa pasti nanyanya rada sinis gitu,nyokap gue juga trus dilanjutin pake ceramah ini itu.tapi ini?mrk bisa gitu.padahal blm kenal pacar gue yg mana,siapa dan kyk apa.wah pertandaaaa hahahah berharap banget gue yaaaa hehe

Flash Back Event

2008-12-05T18:46:00.006+11:00

Wednesday,3 December 2008
Year 10 Farewell Social- akhirnya ada juga farewellnya setelah kita nunggu lama..
buang2 duit buat beli bahan bikin kostum,buang2 waktu buat bikin kostum,weekend terpaksa ga kmn2 cum buat bikin kostum.tapi hasilnya memuaskan.acara dari jam 7 sampe jam 10 trus dialnjutin after party yg kurang lbh cuma stengah jam jadi 'WOW'.ga sia2 buang duit dan waktu :)
hari itu gue siangnnya dapet award loooh hahahaha.percaya?gue aja ga percaya.gue taunya juga dari tmn gue dan terbukti dari gue liat sndiri.lg pelajaran PDHPE hari selasa.

B:hey susie!you gettin an award
s:did i really?wooow
b:yes you are nerd!hey ayu,you gettin one too
a:what?hahaha kiddng me,blocka!
b:no no im serious
a:really?what for?
b:i dont know,they didnt say it here.come here,i'll show ya
(penasaran gue lari dari tmpt duduk gue ke notice board)
a:oh my!my name really on it!hahahha
b:ooh you nerdy
a:being nerd is a good thing hahaha

besoknya,tepatnya hari rabu waktu penerimaan award nama gue dipanggil maju ke panggung
T:ayu widyaningtyas for History
jeng jeng jeng!dalem hati "hah!gue?History?loh kok bisa?bukannya gue ga pernah dapet bagus ya history". yaudah gue maju aja.setelah itu pelajaran terakhir history,gue tanya sama guru gue eh beliau(* bilang gini "because you such a lovely student and so polite" hhahahahahah ternyata gara2 itu.yaudah deh,lumayan dapet award yg jarang2 gue dapet akhir2 thn ini hahahaha

Friday,5 December 2008
pembagian Currajong alias buku thnan sekolah
reces is over and i decided to get my currajong after reces which is english.abis itu gue liat2 di pelajran english.itu pertama kalinya gue berani ga nyimak guru waktu pelajran english hehe. tiba2 gue nemu nama gue di urutan ke 3 the most Quietest person.hahaha ngakak gue langsung.tmn gue nanya
h:what's wrong?
a:hahaha look at this.im the 3rd quietest person in our year.wooow
h:oh my god!are you kidding me?you not evern quiet!
dari situ satu kelas jadi ngmngin currajong
n:how come you can be the 3rd quietest?o yeah you really quite*being sarcasm
a:iam quiet person!hahaha iam iam iaaaam
h:no way!that must be wrong person or another ayu

hahahahaha cuma bisa ngakak gue,kata guru gue gue awal masuk sini emang pendiem banget tapi lama2 gue ga bisa diem hahaha itu kata gueru gue.yah whatever deh pak.

yaaaah,gmn ni?

2008-12-01T19:21:00.003+11:00

eh eh gueudah ada rencana balik ke indo ni.tapi baru rencana,ga tau jadi atau ga.

Plan 1
gue balik ke indo januari,tapi ga ke jakarta,bayangin aja!ga ke jakarta!dan gue sekolah di jogja sampe kenaikan trus balik lg kesini.super ribet kan?nyokap bokap gue sih ok2 aja kalo gitu.nah gue?harus cari tmn barulah,harus ngejar pelajran lah,aaah cpk gue gitu terus.ga mau lah gue,nyokap gue blm selesai ngmng gue lngsung motong dengan emosi.

a:ma!kok ga ke jkt sih?ga bisa dong!ayu kan mau ke jkt,mau ketemu tmn2 ayu ma.
m:yah km tu gmn sih,kan niatnya balik januari mau cari sekolah di jogja
a:HAH?sekolah?di Jogja?loh knp ga di jkt aja sih?aaaaaaaah mama.
m:km mau tinggal dmn di jkt?di rumah nenekmu lagi?
a:aaa ga mau,ya gmn kek,cari apartemen atau ga beli rumah atau sewa rumah atau gmn gitu
m:emang murah apa kyk beli rumah?kalo gitu kita tinggal di bogor aja gmn?
a:yaaaaah
m:emang knp sih mau di jkt?mau ketemu pacar?hayoo ngaku ga usah alesan pgn sama tmn2
a:(dengan muka merah)apaan sih ma,kan ayu kangen sama tmn2 ayu(dlm hati pgn ketemu pacar juga haha)

plan 2
gue balik mei,tapi balik lg ke sini dan liburan 3 bulan.wah kalo plan yg ini gue seneng bgt dan cocok!tapi sayangnya gue ngejar pelajaran waktu balik kesini yg usah dan ribetga pgn balik lg kesini tp sekolah gue gmn?aaaa ga tau deh ah

plan 3
balik juni atau juli tapi gue turun kelas kalo sekolah di Indo(ini sih kata bokap gue,ga tau bnr atau ga).nah lo?ga mau ah gue,ga mau buang umur,buang waktu.tapi kalo balik ke sini berarti liburan gue di indo 2 minggu doang dong?ah ga mau ah gue.sethn di negara org dan berjuang*lebay kok balik indonya cuma 2 minggu.ga mau laaah yaa.soalnya kalo gue lama2 kan bulan2 itu sibuk2nya,mana gue mau ujian HSC lagi.

yah gmn ni?mau pulang aja ribet bgt.bnyak yg dipikirin dan diurusin.hmmmmmm :( udah ga sabar ni gue pulang. jalan sama CB,ketemu pacar,ketemu tmn2 SMP aaaaaaaaaargh

Sober

2008-11-30T21:52:00.005+11:00

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Aahh, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

Comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have hurt myself, cried,
Never again
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

How do I feel this good sober?

Sober - Pink

orang bosan berangan2

2008-11-26T17:44:00.005+11:00

dari 2 hari yg lalu gue pelajaran matematika blajar tentang budget plan.kita disuruh cari mobil idaman,tempat tinggal idaman yang mungkin bakal kita beli buat kedepannya.trus abis itu disuruh cari kerjaan yg bisa cover biaya smua itu.seneng banget gue bisa milih2 mobil yg gue mau,rumah yg gue mau dan pekerjaan gue.this is gonna be picture perfect of my future!*ngarep

ok,pertama gue pilih mobil yg gue mau.tadinya gue mau beli lamborgini,tapi gue pikir mau makan apa gue kalo beli lamborgini yg berharga $500,000.jadi gue beli yg mampu aja.akhirnya gue pilih volgswagen kuning yg atasnya bisa dibuka otomatis dan cuma $30,000.perfect.

kedua,kita harus cari 2 rumah.satu rumah yg ada disekitar sini sama satu rumah yg mau kita beli kalo kita udah dapet kerjaan.tp harus tetep di aussie.gue cari rumah disekitar daerah sini dan nemu.warna abu2 tua abu2 muda,2 tingkat,minimalis dan $350,000.ok itu mahal,tapi ga semahal lamborgini.
habis itu gue cari rumah di canberra soalnya gue mau kerja di kedutaan indonesia disana.gue ga nemu rumah yg bagus.sekali nemu,mahalnya amit2.akhirnya gue cari apartment.nemu minimalis apartment new york style harganya $400,000an ya kata guru gue segitu kalo di kota udah lumayan,ga mahal2 bgt.trus kita disuruh bikin itung2an inetrest and principalnya.dan hasilnya perfect dan sesuai keinginan gue.

terakhir,cari kerja di kedutaan.di kedutaan indo gue ga dapet soalnya ga tau urlnya.jadi gue cari di australian government.gue nemu kerjaan sebagai manager for legal telecominication industries in asia pacific.woooooooow how cool is that?!wa wa waaaa dan salarynya yg bikin gue cling cling$$$$. salarynya sekitar $500,000!!waaaaaaaa bisa kaya gue kalo kerja beginian!hahahaha

setelah selesai tugas gue,gue berandai2 itu jadi kenyataan.trus abis itu gue punya suami idaman,trus punya anak kembar,trus anak gue bisa ngerasain apa yg gue punya dan gue rasain waktu gue seumuran mrk,trus gue hidup bahagia sama suami gue sama anak2 gue.waaaaah.ketinggian ya hayalan gue?hahahhaa itulah hayalan orang bosan dan ga ada kerjaan mudah2an aja bisa jadi kenyataan.amiiiiiiin

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2008-11-24T22:13:00.002+11:00

pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang
gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulgue pengen pulang gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulpulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang pulang
gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulgue pengen pulang gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulang gue pengen pulang ang gue pengen pulang.se-te-re-s

Bad Weather

2008-11-22T18:49:00.004+11:00

eh tau ga,dari kmrn cuaca disini aneh banget.mau summer tapi dingin banget.ini udah mulai hari kamis.sblmnya tu udah mulai panas banget,extreamly HOT.tapi mulai hari kamis tu dingin banget.awalnya cuma ujan gitu,trus lama2 anginnya dingin menusuk tulang.trus smlm anginnya gde banget pake ujan,bikin gue ga bisa tidur gara2 kerincingan di jendela kamar gue bunyi2.trus anginnya sampe skrng tu ga berenti2.td aja sampe ada hujan es saking dinginnya.aaaaaaaaargh!padahal gue udah girang summer is nearly coming!tapi ternyata...grrrr masih aja dingin.
tinggal 2 mingguan lagi gue ke water park,kalo misalnya waktu gue excursion ke water park sama tmn2 gue dingin kyk gini,mending gue ga ikut dan minta balikin duit gue deh.zzz
td gue liat berita,ada badai di qld.bnyak rumah rumah yang rusak parah,bnyak yang meninggal,banyak yang ilang,dan banjir dmn2 gara gara badai 2 hari yang lalu.waaaaaa panik gue.jangan sampe sini dong.plis plis plis.aaaaaaaaa mknnya tmn2 gue ngajakin pergi entar mlm gue ga mau ikutan.males,dingin,males ribet pake baju berlapis2 tapi tetep enak diliat,takut terbang gue ditengah jalan*wakakakkak.mendingan gue ntn saturday night movie di tv sambil pake sweater ripcurl gue yg super anget,minum hot chocolate dan duduk di sofa empuk,males2an.wow perfect

Senandung Diatas Awan

2008-11-20T19:39:00.008+11:00

kemaren gue lg aneh.lg duduk ntn world news trus tiba2 keinget punya cd Denias.gue cari deh tu cd,trus nemu di meja blajar gue.padahal itu udah jam stengah 9 tapi msh pgn ntn film.yaudah gue ntn sama aya dhea.bgitu ntn muncul lg deh kangen gue sama pulau gue yg begitu permai damai dan indah itu hahaha pemandanganya lagi lagi ngingetin sama Tembagapura yg dingin,di kelilingi gunung2,kalo jalan dari tmbgpura ke tmka pasti bisa liat puncak jayawijaya.aaaaaw pgn bgt gue liat lagi

eh ada dua guru gue main di film itu.ya ampun,langsung flashback gitu gue hahaha walaupun shootingnya bukan di Tembagapura tapi tetep aja bikin gue inget.yaiyalah kan gue juga pernah ke YPJ KK walaupun cuma buat birdwatching atau ga buat pertandingan basket hahaha
tau ga,cerita denias itu based on true story loh,itu cerita ttg kk klas gue dulu.kk kls jauh diatas gue tepatnya.ini kan yang bikin Ari Sihasale,ya mungkin ini cerita ttg tmn seangkatan dy dulu waktu dy masih sekolah di YPJ.tp emang ceritanya bagus bgt.menyentuh*ciee kalo blm pada ntn,ntn deh..bagus looh

Bosan Bingung

2008-11-19T15:28:00.007+11:00

hmmmm..rambut gue sekarang udah mulai panjang dan gue udah mulai risih.mana lagi bulan depan udah summer dan panas banget disini. gue pgn potong rambut tapi ragu ragu.gue pgn potong bob lagi kyk dulu waktu gue kelas satu smp,tapi gue juga pgn manjangin rambut kyk dulu waktu kelas 6 sd zz bingung ni.kalo potong bob gue pgnnya kyk rambutnya katie holmes bukan kyk victoria beckham.atau pgn juga punya rambut panjang kyk nicole scherzinger

kyk gini ni kalo rambutnya Katie

atau kyk gini ni,panjang,wavy,dan sexy hahahaha

yang mana mana manaaaa ni?atau biarin rambut gue gini aja?tapi bosen!aaaaaa yang mana dong dong dong?

argh!

2008-11-16T17:07:00.000+11:00

friendster tu knp sih wey?!tiba2 waktu itu ga bisa dibuka,sama sekali ga bisa akses friendster seharian,begitu bisa friends gue ilang smua!!cobaan.masa gue harus add lagi satu2.zzz

Homework

2008-11-15T17:25:00.000+11:00

berhubung udah ada 2 orang yg ngasih pr ini ke gue dan blm sempet gue kerjain2.ni gue kerjain skarang

10 facts about me

1. gue itu ga berubah dari dulu,masih kurus,rambut masih item,perut masih buncit,kaki ga kecil2,masih terobsesi sama tembagapura.

2. gue itu pemales;males makan,males mandi,males belajar,males sekolah kecuali ada event2 tertentu yg bikin ga blajar seperti swimming carnival.

3. gue pgn banget pulang ke Indonesia.hampir depresi pgn pulang *lebay

4. tanpa sadar suka bgt buka internet. dari ol,buka friendster sampe buka perezhilton.com sampe ga sadar tagihan internet bengkak gara2 gue

5. benci bgt yang namanya di omongin yg jelek2 dibelakang.mrasa sempurna bgt mereka2 yg ngomingin gue dibelakang

6. sekali sayang orang bakal sayang selamanya*percaya?

7. suka banget bersenang2 sampe2 lupa sekitar

8. sayang banget sama orang2 sekitar gue;mamapapaayadheaadit,sahabat2 gue,pacar gue

9. terobsesi punya masa depan yang cemerlang;kerja di kantoran,bnyak duit,punya apartement cozy,driving my own 'wow' car,punya koleksi high heels satu lemari,belanja pake duit sendiri,belanja keliling dunia,bahagiain mama papa,punya suami,punya anak kembar,bahagia dunia akhirat *amin

10. ga bisa kenyang kalo blm makan nasi*hahha kampung

Terus terus nih HOMEWORK'S RULLES:
1. Each blogger must post this rules.
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themseves.
3. Blogger that are tagged need to write about their own blog about their ten things and post. these rules . You need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names .
4. Don't forget to live them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

makasih yg udah bikin gue ngerjain ni pr. PRnya gue lempar ke :
- nadia
- arinda
- sari

wah wah wah

2008-11-14T21:04:00.000+11:00

td abis buka2 foto2 gue yang numpuk2 gue simpen di data D di laptop yg ga pernah gue urusin. niatnya sih mau di bikin folder gitu biar rapi,eh malah nemuin foto2 jaman dulu.haha jaman2 gue awal masuk 21, trus jaman gue sama anak2 cb suka ke gading pulang sklh,trus ulng thn gby di sushi tei snayan,trus foto2 di rumah ading, foto2 di laptop sekolah,foto2 waktu pertemuan org tua siswa yg kita nyanyi trus pada nangis abis itu hahahhaa,foto2 di rumah mumu,foto si inka waktu jadi BUBUJE ahahaha,foto inka pake spatu ima,foto inka sama nadia dengan gaya yang '94uL',aaaaaah bikin kangen.zz

*foto ini waktu kita pulang dari ITC hahaha

**di rumah ading,sblm smua masuk ke kolam :D

**sblm nyanyi di pertemuan org tua

**hari kedua masuk sekolah kalo ga salah,skrng smua pada berubah jadi lebih cantik smua,kecuali gue

**nyanyi di pertemuan org tua siswa pertama

satu lg ada sbnrnya foto waktu di airport,foto terakhir gue sama mrk :') jadi ga sabar pgn pulang ketemu merekaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

Too Much Plastic Surgery Does This To You

2008-11-13T21:48:00.000+11:00

hari ini gue ga sekolah,males hehe. kalo gue sekolah paling juga ga ada yg masuk soalnya emang tmn2 gue pada ga masuk,dan gue ga mau jadi 'nigel' dan duduk sendiri,lgian udah ga blajar juga kok.jadi di rumah deh gue seharian,ga seharian sihtd sempet pergi bntar.
karena gue bosan,gue memutuskan buat update blog,tp ga tau mau post apaan. berhubung gue lg buka pereshilton.com buat iseng2gue nemuin ini ni,serem banget.

Talk about going to the extreme!

Hang Mioku had her first plastic surgery procedure back when she was 28. And, ever since then, the now 48 year-old has been addicted to surgery, having most of them performed on her face.

But, unfortunately for Mioku, having so many operations has left her face disfigured and oddly enlarged.

After a while, her surgeons started to refuse to do any more work on her, and some even suggested she was suffering from some psychological disorder.

Her parents decided to take Mioku to a mental specialist and she started to receive treatment until it became too expensive for her to keep up and she soon went back to getting surgeries.

Somehow she found a doctor who started to give her silicone injections. The idiot even gave her a syringe and silicone to take home so she could self-inject.

However, when her supply of silicone soon ran out, Mioki decided to inject cooking oil into her face!!!

As word spread around about Mioki and her deformed face, they soon featured her on a Korean TV special where several viewers began to pity her and sent in enough donations for Mioki to operate and reduce the size of her face.

During the first procedure alone, surgeons removed 60g of "foreign substance" from her face and 200g from her neck! After several more sessions, her face was greatly reduced but she was left scarred.

And now after all of this, Mioki says she would love to have her original face back.

Sad.

**by Perezhilton.com

astaghfirullaaaaah,serem bgt yaaa.kasian lagi orangnya..

EXAM

2008-11-11T21:12:00.000+11:00

cerita bagaimana saya menempuh exam pertama saya dengan penuh suka dan duka..

Senin, 10 November 2008-- English literacy and Science

--exam pertama,English Literacy.gue udah menduga pasti bnyak readingnya,pasti bnyak cerita2nya. bnrlah dugaan gue,setelah dibagi soal dan cek ini cek itu,trus reading time 10 menit gue mulai ngerjain.sengaja gue ngerjain soal essay duluan. di essay pertama,gue disuruh nulis buat editor majalah atau koran tentang teenage communication. nah lo,bingung gue mau nulis apa. berhubung gue ga jago ngarang2 gituan gue tulis aja tentang teenager yg lbh sering pake bahasa gaul dan pake elektronik hahahahaha ngasal bgt ya gue.tp rata2 tmn2 gue nulis itu juga,jadi gue rada lega bnyak tmnnnya hahaha. trus essay ke 2,gue harus milih satu dari 4 judul yg harus gue buat short story.akhirnya gue pilih tentang Kathy yg dapet hadiah. gue bikin aja kalo dy ulng thn dan dapet surprise di skolah trus dapet hadiah. ceritanya rada gue bikin2 gitu biar panjang.hahaha abis itu gue ngerjain pilihan ganda,capek bgt gue baca cerita2 dipilihan ganda yg panjang.zz
--afternoon exam abis lunch,Science. ini juga gue udah blajar,dan merasa bisa.tapi nyatanya masih ada soal2 yg gue ga bisa ngerjain,asal jawab dan hitung kancing!

Selasa, 11 November 2008--Mathematics sama History,civic and citizenship gabung sama Geography

--morning exam Mathematics. malemnya gue udah blajar,ngerjain past paper dan hasilnya 85% dari 100%, puas bgt gue dan pede dengan exam hari esok. waktu di bagi soal dan di cek ini itunya mulailah section 1.Section ini kita ga boleh pake calculator alias non calculator test. gue udah pede banget yakin pasti bisa. begitu 10 menit reading time,gue baca soal pertama sampe 10,gue mikir wah lumayan susah ni soalnya,tp masih ok lah*pede bgt gue.zz
abis itu gue baca soal2 selanjutnya dan JENG JENG JENG!! soalnya luar biasa susah. sbnrnya ga susah2 bgt sih,tapi gue butuh waktu rada lama dari biasanya buat nyelesaiin soal2 halaman 3 sama 4. soalnya di section 1 kita cuma dikasih waktu 30 MENIT!bayangin aja,non calculator dengan waktu 30 menit dengan soal yang rumit pake bahasa inggris pula.huah!terjadilah kertas gue amburadul penuh dengan coret2an yg harusnya ga berada di situ.
section 1 over and i can handle it.mulai section 2,calculator is may used.soalnya pilihan ganda,trus correct incorret dan yang terakhiiiiiiiir ESSAY SOAL CERITA!!!pingsanlah gue!gue paling lemah soal cerita. mana ini pake bhs inggris lagi!dengan sok santai gue kerjain aja.

--exam terakhir,History,civic and citizenship gabung sama Geography. Geografi gue lumayan bisa.nah yg jadi maslah itu history,civic and citizenship yg gue ga bisa. bayangin ajatmn2 gue aja yg bule,ngomong bhs inggris fasih aja msh bilang itu susah. gmn gue yg bhs inggrisnya paspasan,dan ga tau sama sekali tentang austalian history. gue cuma tau kisah aborigin sama white people trus cerita soal Gough Whitlam,trus tentang hubungan indo sama aust.lanjutannya gue ga tau.pasrah deh gue..

skrng exam udah selesai dan gue free dari paksaan org2 sekitar gue buat nyuruh blajar. tinggal exam result yg entah gmn hasilnya..mudah2an ga parah2 bgt ya Allah..zz

Subject Selection

2008-11-04T19:51:00.000+11:00

Tiap hari yang ada di otak gue itung2an. mulai dari menghitung bulan gue balik ke Indo, menghitung hari buat exam*yang ini bnr2 bikin gue stress*,plajaran mtk yg bikin gue gila ngerjain past paper yang susaaaaaaah bgt,mikirin thn depan pelajaran2 gue kbnyakan serius smua. list pelajaran gue thn depan :
1. general mathematics-- gue ngrasa gue ga jago math jadi gue pilih general aja. soalnya kata guru gue mndingan jadi nmr satu di general math dari pada terakhir di mathematics. itu motifasi gue. karena gue udah masuk general gue harus bisa jadi nomer satu!*pede bgt gue -_-
2. Standard English-- gue tau kalo advanced susah bgt dan gue ga pinter english. gue juga bukan orang yg pinter bikin kata2 jadi ya gue ambil yang mungkin aja.
3. Senior Science-- biar gue bisa tetep catch up smua plajaran science dan tau yg standard2 aja,karena science emang bukan bidang gue hahah
4. Economics-- sebagai calon diplomat*haha pede berlebihan* gue ambil ini soalnya emang ini yang harus gue ambil kalo mau nerusin menggapai cita2 haha
5. Legal Studies-- ini juga jadi salah satu subject wajib ambil kalo mau jadi diplomat. jadi gue ambil deh
6. Bussines Studies-- nah kalo yg ini sedikit paksaan. abinya gue maunya ambil PDHPE biar bisa ikut ski trip tapi bokap gue bilang kalo bussines studies lbh bagus.zz jadi ya udah deh gue lagi lagi ngalah.

bisa dibayangin gmn gue jadinya thn depan?maybe i'll be stress out facing all this 6 subject and have to done HSC with all of this 6 heavy subject. I hope i can handle it. amiiiin

T stand for TEMBAGAPURA

2008-11-01T20:55:00.000+11:00

TEMBAGAPURA

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!awalnya kangen CB skrng kangen gue sama Tembagapura. kota kecil yang fasilitasnya WOW bgt. tinggal di tembagapura berasa tinggal di luar negri.Tembagapura itu versi perfectnya indonesia.haha
orang2 begitu denger kata 'tembagapura' pasti nanya "dimana tuh?" kalo gue jawab di Papua,trus pasti dijawab "hahh??jauh banget!".padahal ga juga,iya sih emang jauh tapi mendingan dari pada aussie jakarta -_-. dan orang2 pasti kalo ga gue jelasin kyk apa kota yg membesarkan gue*cieelah* mikir pasti Tembagapura itu kota kecil,kampung ga ada apa2jalanannya becek, ga ada tv dan blablabla. tapi salah bgt.Tembagapura itu damai aman dan tentram, kota kecil tapi enak, bis ga bayar dan bersih,sekolah ga bayar tapi fasilitasnya WOW bgt,buku tinggal minta,alat2 tulis tinggal minta anak buahnya bapaknya alfi hahaha,dan punya tempat ternyaman buat nongkrong ya itu SH HV!hahahaha

kangen banget gue hidup santai sesantai di Tembagapura,jalan2 malem jalan kaki juga no problemo dan aman sekali hahaha
jalan kaki dari rumah ke rumah cella malem buat latihan dance, jalan ke bukit barat buat blajar bersama sblm ujian tp ujung2nya pacaran dan duduk di halte liat bintang*hueks,jalan ke sh 68 buat ntn basket, duduk2 di tribun,ke rumah tentor,ngedance di bazzar,dapet panggilan buat ngedance di acara2,trip ke grasberg sama ke porsait satu angkatan, foto2 di palyground,duduk2 di kebun pak Sinaga waktu plajaran fisika, main di rumah bea*ini asik bgt loh haha,nginep2an,makan di lao2 cafe atau di cendrawasih cafe*haha,mkn ff with extra chesse sampe enek kbnyakan kejunya trus minum fruit tea strawberry,abis itu pinka selalu bilang "habis makan enaknya apa?hahaha"*aaaa kangen bangeeet nget nget,waaaah bnyak bgt deh kalo di inget-inget. pokoknya Tembagapura is the best!!walaupun ga serame jkt tp kita selalu yang bikin rame hahaha,walaupun ga ada mall tapi SH HV selalu lbh pw,walaupun sekolah ga bayar dan kantin kecil kita tetep bisa enjoy. :D

Halte bukit barat :')

Jalan dari west ke shopping atau ke sekolah

YPJ

Kantin

lorong SMP yg skrng jadi lorong SD

I'm feeling no stress,I'm fly to be depressed

2008-10-30T19:34:00.000+11:00

tadi gue abis buka fsnya cb,trus abis baca blognya titi sama inka.glek!nyesek bgt ya gue ga bisa ikut 'bersenang senang' sama mrk, knp juga waktu itu gue iya-in tawaran bokap gue ikut ke Aussie. gini ni jadinya gue. ga bisa jalan lagi sama cb,ga bisa gila-gilaan lg sama mrk, ga bisa ikut bikin surprise ke titi, ga bisa ngerayain ulngt yn anak2 cb, nyesek bgt. hapir sethn gue pisah sama mrk udah hampir depresi gue*bahasa gue lebay menjijikan. gue harus nunggu kurang lbh 6 bulan lg ni buat ketemu mrk. ya ampun jd pgn nangis gini gue,cengeng bgt sih.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Chris Brown feat. Rihanna Concert

2008-10-27T20:32:00.000+11:00

guess what everybody!Chris Brown and his 'new' girlfriend coming to sydney!!and guess what again?!i can't watch it because my bloody school sertificate exam.menggebu2 bgt ni gue ketik tentang ini!padahal tiketnya ga mahal2 bgt,gue pgn banget nonton. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!sakit hati gue ga bisa nonton. tau kan sgimana sukanya gue sama si hot chris brown!oooh shit men! lagi2 ini concertnya dy bareng sama Rihanna. tgl 14 Nov Rihanna konser di jkt dan lagi lagigue ga bisa nonton. waktu itu konser black eyed peas gue lg di pesawat dari tembagapura ke jkt. terus aja ya gue ga bisa ntn konser2 idola gue -_-. coba kalo bokap gue ngijinin gue pergi ke sydney satu hariiii aja atau ga mlm itu aja deh buat ntn pujaan hati gue haha*berlebihan. eh but im serious, i really really really want to go!!!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa CHRIS BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWN

CHRIS BROWN

My Past Life Was Wonderfull

2008-10-26T21:27:00.000+11:00

hmmm td abis baca blognya pinka,gue jd keinget juga sama yg dulu2 :D tp males nginget yg jelek2 hahaha.apalg gue keinget kotak knangan gue yg entar mlm abis update ini mau gue bongkar2 lg dan liat apa isinya,udah lama bgt ga gue liat itu kotak.ga sabar pgn ktawa2 inget yg dulu2.haha
mulai dari tk,duduk di meja bunder sama sari,tara,epit,karina,yeyen;waktu sd yg sok2an bikin geng sampe bnyak bgt,butterfly girls,orbit,seven little girls,babysisterclub*oh shit men!hahahaha;masa2 terindah itu waktu smp,mulai udah pake seragam biru,berkuasa kalo masuk lorong sd hahaha dan yang paling seru waktu kelas 3. paling senior di sekolah,ditakuitin sama adek2 klas,berkuasa di kantin haha,dan suka nongkrong di sh hv.itu bagian yang paling tak terlupakan.
cuma kita2 yg tau apa yang terjadi disana,dan akan tersimpan kenangannya selamanya hahahahaha
i miss them so much like crazy.if i could turn the time i want to watch(yeah,justwatch what happen :')) i miss you guys,no matter how many times we slack each other in the past hihi :')

percakapan beberapa bulan yg lalu dengan calon pacar hahaha

2008-10-23T19:10:00.000+11:00

Kita lg ol biasa aja trus tiba2 ngmnginmantan dy yg minta balik tp dy ga mau. dan dy jadi ngmng sesuatu yg bikin gue gr hahahahaha

J: da gt mnta blkan mlh gw yg d omel2in
a: sabar ya
j: tp kn gw ud trlanjur skt dluan ma dy
j: lgian ud ad yg gw tunggu
j: hhi
j: jd malu
a: cieeeee
a: siapa tu?
j: want 2 know aj
j: hhe
a: hahaha
a: iya deh
a: kalo ga boleh tau
j: nti jg lma2 lw tw sndri
j: hhe
a: oo gitu ya?
a: brapa lama?
j: nti lbaran monyet
j: hha

haha sgitunya dy ga mau ngsh tau gue,itu gue udah mulai deket sama dy. tp blm terlalu berani buat gr walaupun akhirnya gr.haha pede ya gue.

If I Were a Boy-Beyonce

2008-10-21T22:38:00.001+11:00

If I were a boy
even just for a day,
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go
drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls,
I'd get with who I wanted
and I’ll never get confronted for it
cause they'd stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
how it feels to love a girl,
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'cause I know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
'cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home
(to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
how it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
'cause I know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
cause he’s taken you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed!

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think I'd forgive you like that?!
If you thought I would wait for you, you thought wrong

But you're just a boy,
you don't understand
how it feels to love a girl
someday you'll wish you were a better man...
You don't listen to her,
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you taken her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

but you're just a boy...

Grow Old With You

2008-10-15T20:14:00.000+11:00

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you.

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh it could be so nice,
Growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
Even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the woman,
Who grows old with you.

I wanna grow old with you

Bali is Part Of Indonesia

2008-10-14T22:06:00.001+11:00

percakapan ini terjadi saat pelajaran olah raga.gue(a) sama tmn gue yg namanya Rebecca (r).

a :hey Beck,where's Megan today?
r :oh she's in Bali right know
a :wow!really?who with?im so jealous!(ktawa)
r :yeah.she's with her mom maybe,idk. me too!im jealous too!i hope i was there
have you been there,ayu?
a :yess many times,Bali is so awsome. you have to go there someday
r :many times?you must be rich!
(*heee?bingung gue,mikir dan gue jawab dy lama)
a :no.im not rich! Bali is not too far from Jakarta so i can go there in holiday
r :really?is Bali,Indonesia?
(*heeee??ya ampun!kmn aja dy sd dulu?masa ga tau sih kalo Bali itu Indonesia)

itu bukan pertama kalinya tmn gue nanya ke gue Bali itu indo atau bukan. mrk taunya Bali doang. malah ada beberapa tmn gue yg ga tau Indonesia itu apa dan dimana. grrr
ada juga yg bilang kalo Indonesia sama India itu sama.hahahhaa parah ya
mungkin kalo gue ga jadi tmn mrk ga akan tau mungkin indo itu apa dan dmn hahaha

iseng iseng aja

2008-10-12T20:33:00.000+11:00

mantan bilang

> # apa kbr?
> > baik alhamdulillah
> '
> # uda punya pacar baru ya?
> >iya dong
> `
> # yah......
> > knp?

> `
> # aku telat dong ?
> > telat apa? ga jelas deh
> `
> # sedih deh aku!
> > uu kasian cup cup haha
> `
> # putus sudah harapan ku!
> > sambung lg dong
> `
> # ternyata km selama ini main di belakang aku?
> > hah?
> `
> # aku gak nyangka km ternyata ce/co biadab!
> > lo tuh!
>
> # aku nyesel pernah jadian ma km!
> > wah kebalik ni kyknya
>
> # DIAM KM!
> > berani yaa!!
> `
> # tapi aku masih cinta sama km!
> > hueks
>
> # km mau balik sama aku?
> > hueks no
> `
> # aku cinta mati sama km!
> > ew ew eeeew
> `
> # aku gak mau kehilangan km sayang!
> > eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew
> `
> # km masih cinta kan ma aku? katakan sayang!
> > plak*tampar
> `
> # kamuuu..
> > ape
> `
> # SUNGGUH TERLALU!
> > bahasa lo!wakakakak
> `
> # kembali lah sayang!
> > iiih apa sih
> `
> # oh jadi itu mau km?
> > apa?
> `
> # ok! kita putus!
> >HA?kita kan emang udh putus begooo!!
> `
> # aku gak mau liat km lg!
> > yakin?ga nyesel?
> `
> # kenapa aku harus dipertemukan dgn wanita/pria seperti mu?
> > takdir
> `
> # dasar ce/co lemot!
> > lo tuh!sadar diri sih!
> `
> # km yakin mau ninggalin ak?
> > yakin bgt
> `
> # tapi aku masih mengharapkan mu!
> >ih ew
> `
> # aku capek ngmg sama km!
> > apalg gue
> `
> # pergi km!
> > ini tempat gue.lo sana pergi
> `
> # aku muak lihat km!
> > apa lg guee
> `
> # jangan pernah temui aku lg!
> > ih siapa yg mau ketemu
> `
> # aku akan melupakan mu!
> > alhamdulillah
> `
> # jangan pernah mencari ku!
> > ga akan tnang aja
> `
> # km akan menyesal!
> > masa?
> `
> # AKU BENCI KAMU!
> > daaaaaaa

why girls should not cheat on boys

2008-10-12T20:27:00.000+11:00

There was once a guy named Jack who
had a
girlfriend
named
Ashley.
Ashley was the most popular girl in
school.
The three most
popular
guys were
Tom, Jack, and Marcus. Ashley
thought of
Jack as
OKAY,
but
she REALLy
liked Marcus. Marcus liked Ashley also.
Well of
course
he
did, everyone
did!
Marcus and Jack were worst enemies.
Marcus tried to
steal
Ashley away
everytime he had a chance to. One day,
Marcus asked
Ashley
if
she wanted
to
go to the movies. Jack heard
everything....what
movie
theatre
and what
time.
Jack approached the movies that night
and
followed Ashley
and
Marcus.
Jack sat right behind them. he
watched them
get close
to
each
other and
kiss....not only kiss, but practically
get it
on in the
theatre.
Marcus
told ashley "Do you want to come to my
place and
skip this
boring
movie?" She
replied "hell yeah."
Jack had peeked through Marcus'
window.
Ashely and
him
were
messing
around and then they had sex.
Jack watched the whole
thing.
The next day at school Jack wasn't
there. For
the next
few
days Jack
wasn't there. A week later his mother
found him in
his
closet
dead... he
commited suicide because he had loved
Ashley so
much.
Next
to
Jack's dead
body was a note.
A note that read: My dearest Ashley, I
watched you
at the
movie
and at
Marcus' house and I will continue to
watch you.
I never
thought you
would
do something like this to me. I really
loved you
ashley. I
died
for you just
like Jesus died for us.
Always with you, Jack
Please foward this or Jack will
haunt
you and try
to kill you because he wants everyone
to
know
about
Marcus.
Thank you.
Please Scroll Down.
['In loving Memory of']
**Jack Halagey**
What Jack did to one person who did
not send
this.......
One girl was looking through her e-mail
and she
['deleted']
this
message
thinking it was another silly
forward...the
next day
she
['was']
['found dead in']
['her bed']
['Of course u don't have to send this
but I
think
Jack
Halagey' will come soon to get you like
tonight
when you are
still awake just sitting in bed']
Repost this as `why girls should'nt
`cheat on boys
or u will
lose
the one u love
If you don't believe this..search Jack
Halagey on google and you'll see him
there!!

Kuku Bagus

2008-10-12T16:09:00.000+11:00

Waaaa bagus kan kuku gue?iya doong hahaha. susah payah gue bikin kuku gue sbagus itu. merasa cantik gue punya kuku bagus hahaha. ga enaknya kmrn mama masak ayam rica,enak bgt dan gue ga bisa mkn pake tgn grr. skrng kuku itu udah ancur gara2 abis berenang huhu.aaaaa mau deh punya kuku kyk gitu selamanya

Tempat HP Serbaguna

2008-10-09T20:37:00.000+11:00

Pasti pada aneh ya knp gue pasang ni foto di blog gue pdhal cuma tmpat hp yang warnanya udh butek. ini bukan smbrangan tmpt hp. ini tu tmpt hp yg serbaguna yg isinya p*.ni tmpt hp udh nyampe mana2. udah ketumpahan hot chocolate,udah jatoh kmn2.
dari tangan yg punya,si pinkadela ke gue ke agn trus rara trus sempet dipegang james trus dipegang yuri trus balik lg ke pinka dan terakhir pinka ngasih ke gue buat knang2an kata dy haha dan di dlm situ msh ada 2 atau ga 3 p*
gue blm sempet nyuci ni tmpt hp,sengaja sih biar knangannya ga ilang haha. soalnya suatu saat bakal kita pake lg. ya kan wey? :D

i Love Tallulah Ormsby-Gore

2008-10-08T21:41:00.000+11:00

She's amazing!from mom to daughter work as model *esp for chanel. On teen vogue in 2003,already been to famous designer catwalk many times. aaw she's really awsome!

list items (hope) can have

2008-10-08T21:17:00.000+11:00

1. new hiptop sidekick
*berhubung tmn2 gue udah pada punya,gue juga pgn punya. Tp harganya ga naha!grr mahal!

2. Miss Dior new fragrance
*baunya T O P bgt.rrrr

3. L.A.M.B bag
*aaaaw

Realize

2008-09-02T20:04:00.000+10:00

realize - colbie caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is, Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you could meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

cingkring my everything :D

2008-08-21T21:51:00.000+10:00

Joel Manoach Adiprana Patianom
suka ga jelas, ngsh kabar kadang, jarang ol lagi, sukanya keluyuran, males bgt, tidur pagi tapi aku sayang kok :D
suka ngingetin makan, ngingetin mandi haha, ngingetin ga ol ama yg aneh2, ngingetin ga mcem, ngeyakinin macem2 :) aaaaa i loves him so so so sooo

my unforgottable Collect Buffalo

2008-08-10T14:30:00.000+10:00

pertama gue kenal mereka smua waktu gue pertama masuk 21. orang yang pertama gue kenal di cbuff itu mutya trus inka. mos hari pertama gue misih diem2 aja, mulai kenal ama sabila, nadia, geby yang kerjaannya latah. ampe hari pertama masuk sekolah aja gue masih diem2 kyk anak baik yang ga tau apa. lama2 kita jadi deket,deket bgt. mulai cerita2 ttg smua smuanya.

skrng ga kerasa gue kenal mereka udah lebih dari 1 thn,yaa bllm lama2 bgt sih. tapi mereka bnr2 segalanya deh.hahaha mrk baik bgt bgtan. gue inget waktu cbuff cwe2 walaupun ga smua dateng ke airport sebelum gue pergi, disitu baru kerasa banget kalo gu sayang abis2an ama mrk.
ini aja gue baru buka2 foto2 gue waktu masih ama mrk, mknnya gue kgn bgt ama mrk, ga sabar ketemu mrk lg,ktawa2 lg, cerita2 kesana kemari :)
i do love you Cbuff!!